My innocent wife.

Ep - 12

He was staring at swara intensely and admiring her in his mind and again went into his own thoughts and thanked God for making swara his wife,but here the poor girl started getting scared because sanskar was not saying anything, she thought sanskar was angry at her,because she didn't knew anything which uttara mentioned (she was too innocent or should I say never experienced such types of family teasing and fun time and all) and because of fear and sadness,tears started to roll down from swara's eyes. Seeing tears in swara's eyes, sanskar came out of his thought and started to get panicked, he thought swara didn't wanted to marry him, that's why she is crying,so he in his mind thought to divorce swara and started to make many false assumptions in his mind. Atlast he started to speak seeing swara's nose all red because of crying, so he asked her, Lifting her head a little and talked softly with her so that she could not get scared.

Sanskar : Swara why are you crying, please tell me, is your legs paining alot, are you scared of me, I promise I won't hurt you, do you don't want this marriage, it's ok I will give you divorce tomorrow. (Hearing his last statement,she quickly covered his mouth not allowing him to say anything more. Hearing the word "divorce" Scared swara alot. she was not a type of girl who would like to break relationship easily, she would do anything to keep her relationship intact).

(When swara covered sanskar's mouth not letting him say anything else, he saw swara's eyes which showed pain and he knew hearing his last statement hurted swara alot. He knew swara was very traditional and a girl who cared a lot about her relations, that's also why she had never disrespected sharmishtha even if she used her. And then again he remembered his mother's advice while leaving her room to not make false assumptions on his mind about her and clear all the assumptions and misunderstanding's between them, he again forgot her advice and created a mess again, that also on their first night he made swara hurt by his words. So one thing he clearly made up in his mind that he will never forget his mom's advice, ever again. He came out of his thought's hearing swara's voice)

Swara : Ji please don't give me divorce ji, I promise I will try to learn what uttara mentioned, but please don't leave me ji. Ji I am not scared of you ji, I am also not that much sad because of this marriage ji, I am just a little shocked nothing else. I knew,I had to marry today, and even I didn't love laksh ji, it was just a arrange marriage for me and this one as well, but I promise ji, I would always try to be a good wife for you ji,and I will always listen your every word ji, I respect marriage alot it's a pious relation ji, and I had promised dida that I will always respect this relation as well as you and would give you every right as my husband ji, so please don't break it.
(After hearing swara it was clear to sanskar that swara never loved laksh it was just an arrange marriage for her, and she with her whole heart had accepted him as her husband, and she valued their relationship alot. Actually he loved and was also amused seeing swara's real personality, because it showed him that she is only herself near him and not a puppet whose personality her mother made, it's not like he doesn't like or hate the bold and cheerful swara,but when he got to know about her real personality, he thought that it was like her mother was mocking or insulting swara for being innocent, naive, kind-hearted. It sometimes hurted him when he thought deeply that sharmishtha was indirectly killing, torturing and rejecting the real swara for her real personality, he shook all this thought off his mind and said to swara)

Sanskar : It's ok swara, relax. I am not giving you any divorce, I am sorry for hurting you,because of my wrong assumptions and words. And don't mind about uttara's words, she just teased you, nothing else. And you are small to know about these things, so that's why you don't know about it, so don't get worried about it, ok. And I also respect marriage alot,it's just seeing your tears, I thought you didn't want this marriage. That's why I said it, and I promise,I will never do the same mistake again and hurt you. I promise,I will always be there with you, trust you and guide and support you as your soulmate. I know that I had loved kavita alot swara, but trust me at the time of our marriage itself, I had promised to myself, to start a new life with you again swara. I promise to give you all your rights as my wife, and believe me swara, that both mentally and emotionally, I have accepted you as my wife. I just wanted to clear all the misunderstandings and assumptions today with you swara. So that we both can start our new journey of life from tomorrow.