Why'd you only call me when you're high?

Chapter 14

Team

You lean back on the couch taking a deep breath. You try not to let the screaming of the people disturb you.

Turn off your humanity.

That's what Mikey taught you back in the past. Being involve with Sano family is no joke. Enemy will flock and will try to haunt you down.

The disadvantage of being strong is that people will want to see you fall. They will try to crush down your path.

If they can't bring you down, they will find a loophole in you. By loophole means, it's your weakness. If you have no weakness traits, they will resort to the people you have.

Friends and Family.

Shinichiro never wanted you to get involve in dirty business. He doesn't want you to get stained. He wants you to remain lowkey and leave everything to him.

But you're not the kind of girl who will hide to your boyfriends back just because you can't fight.

That's why Mikey step in.

He taught you everything in order to survive with them. You need to secretly blend in. No matter how much Shinichiro try to protect you, it won't always be like that.

You don't wanna burden anyone because you entered their world. So that's why you agreed to let Mikey train you.

Manjiro Sano thought you everything he knows and he didn't just train you in physical fights. He also thought you the mental stability that you need.

Fist is not all you need. Just because it's a physical fight doesn't mean you won't let your mind work.

When your mind works there's a constant reminder of you that you'll hesitate to hit anyone. Pity, will enter. Not just that but also knowing if it's right or wrong.

Of course, a mind will tell you that it's not right to go on and beat anyone. That's your first enemy, it's the human mind.

But you also need to think that if pity and hesitance cross your mind, the people around you will eat you alive. It will lead you to your downfall.

Turning off your humanity is the first step. If beating someone in order to protect the ones you love, then it's necessary to turn off your humanity.

You show no mercy. You won't hesitate. This is no personal issues. We all just want to survive, protect the ones you cherish. You need to win.

Manjiro Sano taught you that in a hard way.

The only sad thing about this is, it's ironic that the one who taught you is also the one who break loose and permanently turn off his humanity.

Mikey's enemy targeted all the people he love to the point there was no left in him.

It was his downfall.

You open your eyes and stood up. The bar in the corner was inviting. You're getting thirsty. But the cocktails on the table probably have poison in it so it's not safe anymore.

The alcohol in the bar seems to be safe. You scanned your eyes to see what alcohol suits your mood.

Whiskey is your favorite especially when it's raw or in the rocks. There's also vodka and rum hanging by the bar.

You picked the absolut since distilled alcohol is exactly what you need right now.

You poured the alcohol on the glass. These bottles are safe since it was sealed. Funny how the alcohol seems to be more safe than the water you got earlier.