i can help <3

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the loud rattle of thunder woke me up from my deep sleep. the flash of lighting illuminating the room, and kageyama's sleeping face in front of me.

my eyes slightly widened once i realized i was asleep
next to him. his arms were curled to his chest, and his hair fell into his face.

there was another bang of thunder, it made the hairs on the back of my neck stand up.
kageyamas eyes fluttered and his breath hitched.
aw- it's scaring him.

i brought the cover up from over us, lifting it over our heads and hiding us in the darkness again.
i put my hand out and grabbed one of his, blindly navigating the darkness to interlock our fingers.

then i moved a little closer to him.
i could practically feel his body heat.

"why are you holding my hand"? he asked breaking the silence. his voice was quiet, still tired.
"oh-sorry". i said quickly letting go.

"no- it's ok". he responded grabbing my hand back firmly. i tensed up a little and my heart started beating faster.

he pulled the cover down, and the dim illumination from the window displayed his silhouette in front of me.

it was quiet for a short while, but his thumb kept rubbing my hand.
lighting struck again and the bright flash showed me his eyes which were staring into mine, and then hid them again.

"are you scared of storms"? i whispered.
"it's embarrassing". he slightly laughed.
i smiled- even though he couldn't see it.
then i put my arm out and pulled him closer, as the stormed raged on and he dug his face into my neck.

his warm breath on my neck only left room for my thoughts to seep in.
he smelled so good, and his soft hair felt so good on my face.
that's all i could focus on-

until a loud crash of thunder was heard and kageyama put his hand onto my waist, pulling us chest to chest and breathing into my ear.

"are- you really that scared of thunder"? i asked.
he nodded silently.
my face felt so warm, and his hand stayed rested on my waist.

the room was silent now.
like the storm wanted to give us privacy.
"you've been kind to me... so i feel safe". he admitted. "i'm glad"- i said back trying to comfort him.

he pulled back slightly to look me in my eyes... though we could barely see eachother.
"goodnight y/n". he said softly.
my heart was pounding... should i kiss him?
is this one of those moments orrrr-

"goodnight". i said back slowly.
...
fuck. oops. i missed my moment i guess.

but then again, just laying next to him was my moment. this felt better than amazing.
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in first period the next day, i tried to look for kageyamas little bully, the guy that threatened him by texting his number... but i had no luck.
since we sat in the back, it's not like anyone stared at us. so i just couldn't tell who would do something like that.
or even- why they would do it..... pure jealously i suppose.

SECOND PERIOD

me and kageyama sat next to eachother, sculpting our little clay figures.
i was making a tiny clay dolphin. and i must say that it was coming out very cute indeed. The snake idea... didn't really work out.
kageyama of course was making a volleyball- it was only fitting.

as we sat quietly- the class talked.
and i started to think it was getting a bit awkward until- "this looks like cum". kageyama whispered putting his hands up to show the clay residue left behind.

my eyes went wide.
"whaaaat"? i asked back making sure i heard him right. "do you know what that is"? he asked back.
HUH- WH
"yeah"- i said back a little offended.
he smirked and my stomach dropped.
"doesn't it"? he asked again putting his hands closer to me. "not really". i responded.

"maybe you don't cum a lot". he stated back.
"well-" i was burning hot from the inside out.
"i think- i make a normal amount". i said back biting my bottom lip and turning away.
"ah..... i cum a lot". he smiled at me.
"kageyama". i whispered.
"hm"? he asked back.

"that's- inappropriate". i said slowly.
"oh i'm so sorry!- me and my friends have a dirty mind i guess". he answered.
"it's ok- i mean.... i talk about that stuff with kai but i didn't expect it from you". i admitted.

he nodded his head. "i am not so sweet i guess". he grinned.
it was silent for a few more seconds.
"also if you need help... making yourself cum more.... i can show you how". he said not missing a beat.

my heart skipped and i dropped my clay out of my hands, watching it hit the floor.

kageyama bent down and picked it up, handing it to me with a smile.
"here you go". he blinked.

i was- going to pass out.
maybe i was going to throw up.

OAKTREE— if that was me i would have said "alright let's go" and took it to the car immediately.

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