8 1/2 change is always hard

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No TW for this one (if I missed something please tell me)


Third Person POV: (Izuku:8 |Sho&co:21)

„Sho? Do you really have everything you need? You didn't forget anything, did you?" Shota walked to the staircase and looked down to his mother, „Yeah, I just checked for the 12th time. I have everything. And if I don't, then it's no big deal. It's not far from here. Only about 15 minutes with the train." Inko sighed. „Good. And I know. It's just... You're my son and you've grown so much these last years. You're a real man now. And I just still think of you as my little 10 year old boy. I love you, honey." Shota walked down the stairs (and almost fell down in the process) to his mother and hugged her. „I know, mom. I know. But it's really right around the corner. You don't have to worry about a single thing."

They both looked up when they heard Izuku coming downstairs behind them. The boy stared at them with a nothing saying look on his face, that somehow told them everything and nothing at the same time. 

Shota sighed and walked over to his younger brother. He knelt down to look into the boys eyes and laid his hands on his shoulders. „Listen, Izu, I know you don't want me to go. Just like mom. But I'm an adult now. It's like with birds. They leave the nest eventually and humans do that too, just a little later than birds and not...completely. I mean, I don't know if bird families visit eachother after the kids left the nest but humans do. And, like I told mom, I'll be right around the corner okay? I'll visit at least...3 times a week and you can come over for the weekend and sleep at HIsashis and my house, okay?", was the honest explanation of Shota, why he had to go and live somewhere else. 

The 8 year old opened his mouth to say something, but Izuku felt like a strong rope was tightening around his chest, making it hard for him to breath in. So, instead of talking nonsense, Izuku just wrapped his arms around his brothers shoulders and buried his head in the mans chest. 

He understood why Shota had to go. He knew it. But he was just a selfish kid. A selfish small boy that didn't want his older brother to move away. He wanted to wake up to his brother waking him up to get him for breakfast. To watch his favorite TV shows every evening next to Shota. He wanted to play with him everyday and not just a few days a week for only a few hours. 

He knew it was selfish but he loved his brother and he hated change. He hated any change at all. He hated every single thing that had anything to do with change. He hated growing up, he hated when his mom decided that a picture on the wall deserved a different spot, he hated when they suddenly had a different brand of orange juice or kakao and he hated the fact that he knew that his brother, Shota, had to leave. And he hated that he knew that he was just slefish when he wanted him to stay. 

Shota deserved to be happy with his now husband. 

And it wasn't like he would just stop being part of Izukus life just because he moved away.

And like Shota said, it was really only a 15 minute ride away. 

It really wasn't much-  but it was change. And Izuku hated change with a passion. Change was his worst fear and the thing he disgusted most in the entire world. 

But he also knew that he had to let this change happen. It was important for his brother and probably also important for himself. 

Izuku really tried to see the positive side of this. There wasn't much, but it was still something. 

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Izuku watched his brother leave the house from his window. Shota got into Hizashis car (which was purple for some reason...Izuku had never seen a purple car before) and they drove away.

And they wouldn't come back for some time now. And never stay for long anymore.

Izuku hated it.

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The first evening without Shota.

The first time Izuku watched his favorite TV show without his big brother by his side. 

The first time having dinner without him.

The first time going to bed without getting a good night kiss from the black haired man. 

It was horrible and he hated it. 

It felt disgusting. It felt wrong. It felt so so wrong. 


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Veeeeerry sorry for the late update- school is mean, motivation is nonexistand and I'm still trying to figure out if Hizashi and Shota already married in this chapter or not while I'm writing this (yes I am writing the A/N while I'm not finished with the chapter yet)

And I'm also very sorry that it's so short. It's just the beginning of the next chapter but I really just wanted to publish this part, I haven't published anything for wayyyy too long. So this is basically just the „intro" of the chapter, the next one will be the rest of it. 

I don't vene know why, I just wanted to publish now.

Also, today is my birthday! Yay :D! 

When are your birthdays?????

Don't forget to drink and eat enough!

Have a great day/night/evening/afternoon/noon/morning/etc.

Byyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


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