The Book Of The Stars Secrets

The Motionless Escalator

If we had met in a different life would this have ended differently? Would we still be able to hold hands? Hug each other? Call each other on those nights that we needed someone to talk to? Would we have been able to go on those walks to the forest behind our houses to go see the sunset on the lake? Would you have looked at me the way you used to? I don't want to lose you. I can't. I can't see you go like this. No matter how hard I try to relive those moments we shared together, to fill the void that was left behind by you, they aren't the same as before. I don't feel the same joy, compassion, happiness I felt during those times. I know it may be stupid, and I know I might be stuck in the past, but can't we just go back to how things were before? I try my hardest to move forward, but I feel like I'm stuck on a escalator that won't move forward or backwards, forever stuck in time. I know that your happy and have moved on, and I know what I'm about to say is selfish, but I still love you... I never wanted to break up. I thought we had promised that we would always stay together, and although it might be childish thinking, I wish that our promises would have never broken.

𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 Written on August 21 2021𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊
By Sugarxcube