Illusions of Reality

WILL YOU?

Will you be there..

If times get rough?

Will you keep the faith..

Even if I let go?

Will you hear the lost words of love..

If ever I'll tell you?

Will you ever listen if I'll tell you I LOVE YOU?

Once upon a time, I fell in love with some guy. From up to that moment, I never thought. Love can make me fall. THIS HARD. This hard that when I fell out of my control, my senses made its way out of my dummy heart. The storm will pass, but then, no one can tell when it will leave. No one can tell, when it would be the turn for another happiness or another heartache. For once you draw your first breath here on Earth, reality has already tied its invisible thread of being miserable, upon you.

Feeling lucky eh? Not quite. Once we set foot on Earth.. There will always be that similar connection upon everyone. But sometimes, we tend to break the thread and connect it with the wrong ones whom in the end, shall-- no scratch that. MUST be connected to the real one. To the one who has the correct loop of thread in it. We just have to wait from when we have tried all the certain threads, then that special someone will magically come out of the blue and tie his loop of thread with yours. And that shall set the perfect match.

I think I've made a mistake trying my threads with you. I bet I've had enough and it's time for us to cut this certain connection we have. Time for bringing back that mischievous me whom you kidnapped and whom you set away from me. It's time for me to wake up will all these fantasies and dreams giving me the Illusions of Reality ahead. Time for the uncertain weaving back of the times where I was just young and happily free.

Now now. I just have some questions to ask and your answers are what I'm waiting for.

Will you give me the privilege to cut the connections we have?

Will you keep the friendship if I can't already?

Will you stay away from me as I am from you?

Will you please fall in love with me before I leave you?