life as a teen can be hard

what happens next..

My mom and dad are most likely doing drugs again and i don't know what to do he comes over and he has these needles and idk if mom and dad are doing them they scar me sometimes to the point idk what I'm doing I wish that i could do something about it but "I'm just a kid that's going to go through the same thing they did and I don't want to go through that.." I don't want this.. That makes me question what happens next will it get to the point that i will see them on the floor again or are they going to end up dead i hope for the best but i feel like all the bad things from the past will be coming back and i don't want that we had this happen once we don't need it again so please don't let it happen again it will just make everything worse to the point we all will end up fucked to the point where there is no recovery but I hope it doesn't come down to that but it's all the same

People are like: "let it all out" & "you can trust me" & "I won't tell anyone"

It's all lies.. Why do they lie I fucking hate what I am i hate what life has come to i wish i could just talk to someone that understands

I have this friend I trust her they let me talk to them when i need it

I wish i could help them to but it all seems to be harder to help them i wish I could just make there life ok and not so bad everything is fucked and i know that but I need to be able to understand my self before i can help them so I hope I can help her asap before it ends up fucked...

I hope you understand stand what I'm trying to say

Stay safe and stay strong keep you head held high and never give up

~sage / jade~