After that fiasco I haven't spoken to anyone. I've just been up talking to myself like a crazy person. Pansy's been with Luna. Tom has no doubt been planning our crowning with hid father. Steph hasn't come by, but after the way I snapped, I don't blame him. And The-
'No! Don't think about him!' I thought to myself.
It's not like it'll do me any good, I'm stuck with him according to Voldemort.
Knock, Knock, Knock.
"What?" I yelled.
"What do you mean what?" Theo-I mean Mattheo- snarled.
"Of course it's you" I complained loudly.
"Are you going to let me in?" He replied dryly, not acknowledging my remark.
"No" I stated simply.
"Fuck this" I heard him mutter before chanting Alohomora.
"What if I was naked? You just barged in here." I asked annoyed.
"It wouldn't be a new sight to me" He tried to hide his smirk.
"What d'you want Mattheo" I hissed.
"It doesn't matter what I want. I can't have what I want. If you're asking why I'm here then that's because father instructed me to help you out, understand how to be a royal and stuff. Although I'm quite sure he told you already."
"I hate you" I grumbled.
"No you don't" He spoke confidently.
I didn't know whether to argue or cry at this moment. I guess I'm just very overwhelmed. I don't think I actually hate Mattheo.
"Are you still mad?" I asked him.
"No, now lets get started." He quickly answered.
"Are you sure?" I pushed.
"Y/N, I am here on orders from the dark Lord. I was sent to prepare you, not talk about drama concerning your love life. Now let's go to the room of requirement and get started."
He's definitely mad.
"I refuse to go there, Draco's there."
"Are you thick? Draco's in St. Fucking Mungo's! You basically cruciatused him and then left him there still suffering. Did you think he was going to just get up and get back to work after that? Let's fucking go already!"
"I'm sorry." I squeaked.
"What are you fucking sorry for?"
I stayed quiet. I was sorry for how he hurt. I could see the pain under the anger.
"I already explained that we're not going to be talking about that." He understood.
"Okay, then let's go." I composed myself.
As we went into the Room of requirement it had now been transformed into the Riddle Manor.
"Why does it look like your house?" I asked.
"Because that's where the ceremony will be held."
"Our coronation is being held at your house?" I puzzled.
"Yes now will you please stop talking and let me teach you."
"Yes sir" I smirked.
"Let's see what you know before we start actually... Who can touch you?" He quizzed
"Touch me?" I think I'm understanding this word wrong because it sounds way too dirty.
"No! Not like that!" He hid a laugh.
"Oh thank Merlin I thought, what do you mean then?"
"Commoners aren't allowed to touch members of the royal family. They bow or curtsy respectfully upon greeting. Maybe a handshake, but they have to verbally ask your permission first. But the rest of the royal family is allowed to touch you- meaning greeting you with an embrace and a polite kiss on the cheek."
"Ohhh okay, context was much needed."
Theo and I spent a few hours in that room practising proper etiquette and things before he adjourned that part of the lesson and plunged into the next.
"Now, time for some real fun... Royalty holds power, being a death eater holds power. Being the queen of the Death Eaters Y/N, brings you too an unfathomable status. You're the top at Hogwarts, but now you must be top of the world."
"No pressure there" I laugh.
"Well you have me as a trainor, so you'll be okay. I am amazing after all."
"Would you like to start with defense or offense? Defense is good for putting people in their place if they ever try to disrespect you, offense stops the disrespect before it happens. But that's not you I don't think. You don't hurt people without a reason."
"What happened to me being so sadistic?" I scoffed.
"Oh your are, 100%. But you only enjoy hurting people if you truly believe they deserve it. You'd never pray on someone innocent, but you would however torture someone for the rest of their life if you thought it was fair. And I mean, is it really that bad if you happen to take pleasure in it?"
"You sound like a psychopath."
"These are just you're thoughts coming out of my mouth."
"Reading peoples mind's is an invasion of privacy you know."
"I didn't need to read your mind to know that's how you feel. You try to act nice and good but you aren't. Embrace the bad Y/N, you would do so well with it."
I didn't respond so he continued.
"I'm not saying you're a bad person, because you are probably one of the best I know. Good people do bad things though and sometimes that's okay."
"I don't want to be bad" I spoke.
"It's good to be bad, everything happens for a reason..." He got closer to me.
He leaned down a little bit and whispered in my ear "... and there's a reason secrets became a thing."
He stayed there for a few moments before standing up straight and clearing his throat.
"Remember those three things and you'll surely strive on the dark side."
"I'll keep that in mind" I said, it was all my flustered mind could think of.
"We'll do this again tomorrow..." He informed. "I look forward to seeing you"
"You seriously need to be tested for bipolar disorder." Don't act like you've never thought it about him.
"I'm just crazy, you make me crazy, that's all." He responded.
"If I kissed you goodbye would you say anything?" He asked after some thought.
I thought for a moment before answering "There's a reason secrets become a thing,,," I whispered.
He leaned in to kiss me but I stopped his lips with my index finger, in a shushing-like motion.
"... However that doesn't change the fact that I am loyal" I finished.
"And you wonder why I go insane" He defeatedly whispered.
It really does feel good to be bad.
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