I'm too tired for this

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"Theo!" I called again.

"I said don't fucking call me that!" He yelled still trying to get out of my sight.

"What the fuck is wrong with you!?" I snapped.

"Me!? There is nothing wrong with me!" He whipped himself around to face me. "I'm not the little slut that goes and fucks anyone she pleases!"

"Excuse me!?" I was offended.

"It's so fucking true and you know it."

"The last person I slept with was..." I thought for a moment. "It was my boyfriend!" I continued.

"Oh so that's what your calling him?" Mattheo muttered.

"What do want me to call him? My sugar daddy!?" I groaned.

"I'm literally going to puke" Mattheo gagged.

"That's not the fucking point! Why are you being suck a jackass!? You're supposed to be my friend! You're supposed to be happy for me!"

"No! That's not how it's supposed to be! We're supposed to be more than friends! And you're supposed to be happy with me!"

"You know what... I'm sick of you. I'm sick of you're toxicity and possesiveness. I'm -"

"I don't care! I don't fucking care! I'm not going to just stand here and let you bash me for loving you!"

"Love!?" I scoffed. "You can't even love!"

"If you really believed that Riddles couldn't love then you wouldn't have made Tom your boyfriend."

"But I thought- that doesn't make sense." I puzzled.

"Y/N we can love. The both of us found that out a while ago... with you."

"That's bullshit! That has to be! You can't love! Tom can't love either. He explained how he felt and- and I gave in.." I started, before understanding. "...I realized he cared. I realized he loved."

"I guess the slut does have a few brain cells" Mattheo ridiculed.

"You're just mad. Mad that I didn't fucking choose you! Well anyone who would torment me the way you do is not in love with me. They're plain sadistic." I argued.

"You are the last person to call people sadistic! Everyone knows what you did to fucking Malfoy! And what about Leo!? Or Astoria!? You didn't have fun with that!?" He argued back.

"Did you even feel sorry!?" He continued. "Did you even think about the pain you caused them? Yes, you did... But you didn't care."

I pulled my sleeve up up reveal the now faint cut marks on m wrist "Yeah, I think I did." I spoke with no emotion.

"That wasn't because you cared about the pain you caused, that was because you cared about how you treated me. It impacted you so greatly that you decided on serious self harm. I'm sure you even contemplated suicide. I know I did. That's what happens when someone you love is in pain, you feel it too! It's even worse when you're the cause!" He insisted.

"I don't love you Mattheo. I never did and I never will." I finalized.

"You were never one to argue over reason. I guess  that's what love does. It changes you, it changed me too." He continued insisting.

"Mattheo, stop!" I demanded.

"It's the truth and you fucking know it! I don't know why you're trying to deny it!" He raised his voice.

"I don't know what twisted, warped reality has overcome your common sense. I don't fucking love you!"

"Yes you do! And we'll be together soon enough!"

"You're crazy" I scoffed.

"And you're blind" He rebuttled.

"Drop dead Mattheo." I made my way back to the common room to meet Tom again.

"For you I would." He called down the hallway.

I don't know what the fuck is going on with him. He's insane. He doesn't love me.

But does Tom?

Tom! Where is he?

I looked around to find Tom as I entered the common room but he was nowhere to be found.

I decided to just grab a glass of water and head to my room. That screaming match took a toll on my throat. I was just so fucking tired at this point.

I entered my dorm (Just a reminder, I had locked it upon exiting.) and found Steph.. not just Steph, but Ryan as well.

I almost choked on my water after trying not to spit it out.

"Is she okay?" Ryan whispered to Steph. Embarrassing.

"I'm too fucking tired for this." I groaned.

I gave them both a long stare before speaking. "Okay, what are you guys doing here and how did you get in?"

"W-" I immediately cut Ryan off.

"No, you don't get to speak. I barely know you. I've probably said 3 words to you my entire life. Steph, start explaining" I ordered.

"Don't. Touch. My. Wand. That's for words actually" He smirked, reminding me of the fit I almost threw when he picked up my wand at the open house party.

"I told you not to speak didn't I? Steph, I said start explaining already."

"So, you see, funny story..." He giggled. "We, erm... what was I saying again? Oh right, suck my cock!" Steph went on.

Steph often caused Ryan to facepalm himself. He had just done it right now after his brothers 'explanation.' It's honestly really hot.

Wait, no! I have a boyfriend!

"Okay maybe I will let the one who doesn't get high on fucking oxygen, and has more than 2 braincells speak. Ryan, start." I decided.

"We're here to break you out." He simplified.

"Excuse me?" I gasped.

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Okay, I admit it. I am very mean. I left this cliff hanger on purpose. I guess you'll just have to wait! As I've said before this is still 100 % a Theo story, I have a process though. Also, how hot would it be if you saw young Liam and Ryan Hemsworth (The people I casted as these characters.) show up in your room like this?

See you soon!

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