Austin & the crew imagines

4. Secret

Sorry it's taken me so long... Message me if you want an imagine and I'll make it today hopefully (:
By the way this imagine has a slightly suggestive theme to it. I am not promoting friends with benefits relationships.

•Austin•

"C'mon Mahone, a secret or a shot." My best friend alex shouted over the loud music. I just laughed feeling the alcohol already taking over my system. I glanced over at (y/n), who was dancing with Sarah.
"Man we all know you're sleeping with her." Robert laughs nudging me with his shoulder, taking my attention away from my beautiful best friend. "She doesn't count as a secret."
I chuckled shaking off my thoughts, (y/n) and I were strictly friends with benefits, nothing else.
"Why don't we have the girls join in our game. It'll be way more fun." I suggested looking back at (y/n) who noticed me staring at her and winked. I bit my lip looking down at my lap.
"You just want (y/n) drunk." Alex laughed taking a swig from the bottle in front of him.
"Naw she's fun with or without the alcohol." I winked and everyone laughed.
"(Y/n), Sarah come over here!" I yelled over the loud music. The girls grabbed their bottles and made their way over to where we were all sitting.
"Hey boys, Austin." (Y/n) said. I patted my lap motioning for her to sit, she bit her lip nodding before setting herself in my lap.
"Hello gorgeous." I whispered in her ear as we watched alex spin the bottle for another round of secret or shot. She lightly hit my shoulder giggling.
"No cute comments out of you, remember strictly sex." She replied before placing her lipstick clad lips on mine. Despite the amazing feeling of her on me I was still disappointed. I wished that I hadn't caught feelings for her, I wished that it could have just been sex for me, but it was more than that, I was in love with (y/n). She pulled herself off of me and I picked up the bottle of vodka and took a long swig already feeling drunk enough. I didn't need to be drunk to be with her but I knew that if I said something stupid about how I actually felt I could blame it on the alcohol the next morning.
"Want to get out of here." She whispered kissing my jawline gently. I nodded grabbing her hand and leading her up the stairs into my room.
She brought her lips to my neck as she sucked and nibbled gently.
"My god (y/n), I- I love you." I stuttered out and she stopped.
"(Y/n)?" I squeaked out opening my eyes. She has backed away from me and tears were falling.
"No, no austin. You don't love me. You couldn't." She sobbed.
"But I do," I replied rushing towards her and bringing her into my arms. "I love everything about you. Your smile, your laugh, your personality, your face, your body. Everything. It isn't just sex for me anymore. It's love (y/n). I love you." I say bringing my lips to hers and kissing her gently.
"You're my secret. My only love." I whisper and she nods.
"I love you too Austin."

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So this is end. Sorry it sucked and took forever to write but I'm slowly getting back into the writing. I have little snippets written for a few of the stories so I should be back soon (: love you all lots and don't forget to vote, comment and follow!