Falum (5SOS fic c.h.) Completed

Chapter 15

# Calum's P.O.V.

I can't believe... I miss Filipa so much, I'm really into her. She's been in Portugal for the last 5 days. I miss her smile, her eyes, her laugh, her happiness when we watched soccer games together. We have been talking by texts but it's not the same thing. 

Danielle and Michael have on dates lately, every night they're out. They seem really happy and I'm happy for them. But Danielle is acting weird. 

I text Filipa for the fortieth time today but she never answer me. She might be upset or she needs to be alone.

Luke is out for about 3 hours and he took the car. Ash is on the phone, talking with his new girlfriend, honestly I don't like her. She works at "Playboy" and in my head all she wants is Ash's fame. We all agreed and we tried to make him see that but he's so in love with her that he doesn't notice it. It remembers me of Filipa and Harry. Ugh, I tried o push those thought away.

I was almost falling asleep when I heard Luke's laugh, Danielle looked at me and sent me an huge smile, I didn't understand it until I heard her.

- Stop Luke I can't breath with the laughs - she said

- Filipa? - I asked

- Calum... - When I saw her my heart almost jumped out of my chest. She was so perfect and she was smiling to me. I couldn't kept it longer so I ran at her and hug her like if the world depended on that. I lift her of the floor and I could feel her perfume. She was holding me tight and I notice that my t-shirt was starting to get wet because her tears. She was venting it all out , she needed it and I liked the fact  that she was doing this with me.

- Calum, it was so hard.... I... I miss him so much. 

I thought in the right words to make her feel better.

- Shh, princess, I'm here for you now, I love you. - I whispered to her ear. - you can cry, vent it all, it will make you feel good when it's over.

She was running low, her knees were shaking. I decided to pick her up and go up to my room. I could not open the door because I had Filipa in my arms so called Luke. Soon as he arrived he smiled at me, opened the door and went downstairs. 

Filipa was almost sleeping but some tears were still running from her eyes. My heart hurts, I hate seeing her like that, suffering. I pull my sheets back and I lay her down carefully, she had her arms around my neck pulling me against her. I tried to drop her arms of my neck and when I did, I heard her voice calling out to me.

- Calum...

- Yeah babe?

- Can you please stay here with me?

- Sure - I pull the sheets back again and I grabbed her waist, she had her head on my chest and she was still crying.

- Cal, can you sing to me?

- Hum... what do you want me to sing to you?

- Can be "Drunk" by Ed Sheeran?

- Yeah

"I wanna be drunk when I wake up

On the right side of the wrong bed
And never an excuse I made up
Tell you the truth I what didn't kill me
It never made me stronger at all
Love will scar your make up
Lips sticks to me, so now I maybe lean back there
I'm sat here wishing I was sober
I know I'll never hold you like I used to

But a house gets cold when you cut the heating
Without you to hold I'll be freezing
Can't rely on my heart to beat in
'Cause you take parts of it every evening
Take words out of my mouth just from breathing
Replace with phrases like 'when you leaving me? '

Should I? Should I?
Maybe I'll get drunk again
I'll be drunk again, I'll be drunk again
To feel a little love

I wanna hold your heart in both hands
Not watch it fizzle at the bottom of a Coke can
And I got no plans for the weekend, so should we speak then?
Keep it between friends
Though I know you'll never love me like you used to

There maybe other people like us
Who see the flicker of a clipper when they light up
Flames just create us but burns don't heal like before
And you don't hold me anymore

On cold days cold plays out like the band's name
I know I can't heal things with a handshake
You know I can change, as I began saying
You cut me wide open like landscape
Open bottles of beer but never champagne
To applaud you with the sound that my hands make

Should I? Should I?
Maybe I'll get drunk again
I'll be drunk again, I'll be drunk again
To feel a little love

All by myself, I'm here again
All by myself, you know I'll never change
All by myself
All by myself

I'm just drunk again
I'll be drunk again
I'll be drunk again
To feel a little love"

When I finished the song she was about to fall asleep. She yawned, snuggled up better on my chest and smiled at me with that perfect smile. I was able to stay that way with her forever. I was also already getting sleepy so I gave her a kiss on the forehead and closed my eyes.

- I love you Filipa.

- I love you too Calum!

Hey guys, I know this chapter is shorter, but I don't have inspiration, so sorry if you think this chapter sucks. So she already told Calum what she feel for him. Yeyyyy.

Don't forget to vote and comment to let me know what do you guys think.

I'm sorry guys but I guess I need some time to recover. Zayn left One direction and these kind of things don't give me motivation to write. I will try to write as soon as I can. I'm really sorry but 1D is my fav band and I think that without Zayn it doesn't make sense

Lots of Love <3