Falum (5SOS fic c.h.) Completed

Chapter 21

# Filipa's P.O.V.

I ran from Calum's room, god I can't believe that I act like a coward. I love Calum, but the thing is... I'm just not ready. I went downstairs and found out that Luke was sleeping so I decided to go back to my house. When I was going back to my place I found Ash in the pavement of the street with his head on his knees. I quickly stop the car and started running beside him.

- Ash, are you okay? Why are you here? You really freaked me out.

- Hm.. Hey, yes I'm okay don't worry.

- I know you're not okay, can you talk about it?

- I'm just in love with a girl but I know she doesn't love me back.

- You'll never know until you tell her and see her reaction. Now you're coming with me to my house. I will make the dinner and we'll watch a movie. You can choose it.

He nodded and followed me to my car. The trip took little time but when we got there we were exhausted.

- Ash, you can stay on the couch, I'm going to make the dinner.

- No way, I'm going to help you making it.

I smiled, it was going to be the first time that a boy offered himself to help me doing dinner. We decided to do something very quickly because we wanted to watch movies, until it was too late.

We sat on my couch but then Ash had an idea.

- What do you think I prepare some drinks?

- Ash I don't deal well with drinks.

- I'll take care of you don't worry.

He went to the kitchen and a few minutes later he arrived with a tray with 6 cups. Wow he must be insane. Two of them had an orange liquid, another 2 had a blue one and the rest were shots.

- Jesus, I told you that I don't deal well with....

- Shhh, just drink - he interrupted me

I took a deep breath and then drank the shot at a time and he did the same thing. It burnt in my throat, but it tasted good. I needed to forget the mess with Calum and Ashton knew it, so I guess he was trying to help me. I decided to try the orange drink. I took it from the tray and then I tried it. It was a bit stronger than the shot but it was sweeter, I think with a bit of peach.

We were both drunk, we had finished the drinks that he prepared and some more that me made when the others had finished. I didn't knew were I was and what I was doing. Ash began to approach a bit dizzy. He turned my back to him and grabbed my waist. He put all of my hair to the right side and took his mouth to my left ear and whispered:

- Remember when I said that I loved someone?

I nodded. His warm breath hit my neck and gave me chills all over my body.

- It was you... I've always loved you since the day I saw you.

I didn't want to know, we were both drunk and we will end up doing something that we will regret later.

- I want you now, Filipa. - he said and then pick me up 'bride style' and took me to my room.

Oh god, I must be really drunk to lose my virginity with him. He knows that I love Calum, but I can see that Ash is lacking. The desire was stronger and I was already lying in my bed. Ash was already without his shirt. He pressed his lips to mine . Hm .. they were different from Harry and Calum's , but they were also good. His tongue became involved with mine in an exotic dance. His hands squeezed my breasts which led to I moaned. I took my shirt and then my bra. I looked over Ash and he was surprised with my action. I noticed that his eyes were dark, he seemed possessed with the desire.

- Ah Filipa, hurry up, my pants are squeezing my friend.

I laugh but then direct my hands to his pants button. After unzip them I notice his member. Wow, no wonder they call him the 'Daddy Ash', it's big. He noticed that he was with a disadvantage and took off my shorts. We were both in underwear, I wasn't ready for this but as I was drunk I couldn't control my own body. I could not control myself more and took my hands to the verge of his boxers and my hand wrapped his member. I started with slow movements up and down, but when I saw the joyful expression that Ash had in the face, I decided to accelerated the movements.

- I'm almost there baby, but I wan't to come inside you.

He was taking control of the things now. He took my panties off and started making circles in my most sensitive part. I felt crazy, but the peak was when I felt a finger inside me.

- So wet for me. I want you now.

- Do you have a condom? - I asked

- Of course.

He was looking for his pants and from the pocket that he had behind he took a condom. He opened the small package and slid it by his member . When he was about to penetrate me I felt a vomit coming out my throat. I can't believe it! I ran to the bathroom, I came to the toilet and threw up everything I had in my stomach. Ugh, I'll never drink like that in my entire life.

I can't believe that I was about to have sex with the best friend of the boy I love. I really sucks. Thankfully, vomiting interrupted us , because tomorrow I bet when I was sober, I was going to be sorry.

Hey guys, what did you think of this chapter? Wow so Ash loves Filipa too? How is going to be Calum's reaction? Thoughts?

Lots of love <3