Spencer's Poems™

Facetime Boyfriend

As I see you on my phone,

It's hard not to wonder if I'm actually alone.

I see you staring back at me, but here I just feel so lonely.

Without you by my side dear, I have so much time to think.

Are you okay? Do you think of me? Do you feel happy?

This void between us is thick, And I just wanna get out.

I feel so trapped here. I'm scared you don't love me,

But I know those are just the voices.

The silly little voices in my head that hate that I have feelings for you.

Which I know it's true! They flow so vastly as if waterfalls reach my eyes whenever you leave.

So vast I see new colors as soon as you enter a room; So beautiful and bright.

So bright I hurt my own eyes looking into the oasis of your own.

But I see you on the phone,

and I wonder if you feel the same when you're actually alone.