but if I wrote you a love song.. (jeongchan <3)

- 6 -

I skipped the way from my bosses office to the elevator at the end of the hallway. I had finally signed the idol contract. the thing I thought about now was what stage name I was going to pick. 'jeongin' was a little boring and I was told I could pick one myself.

they also told me I would have dance practice with the boys since the cast finally came of a few days ago. the living question was a big topic too. I wanted to move out of my parents house again anyways so it was convenient to have a dorm from the company.

I pressed the button for the 5th floor and leaned my head back onto the wall with a big smile.

"we made it, minnie.."

continuing my skipping, I made my way to the dance studio where I found my friends waiting for me. beside chan and the 3 dancers were also sat jisung and changbin. we weren't that close but they hung out at chans studio from time to time and gave us tips while working.

"ahhh innie, how was it???" felix and hyunjin basically jumped on me when they saw me coming in. "I signed!" I laughed after freeing myself from the two. everyone cheered and congratulated me. I sat down in the sitting area between chan and felix and told them about everything. "ohh a stage name is very important!" the squirrel looking boy said. "I mean yours can't be better than mine because it's the best buut I can help you if you want." I excitedly agreed. "wait, jisung, why do you have a stage name?" I now asked while eating the sandwich felix had brought me. jisung faked a heart attack and dramatically fell onto changbin who tryied to shove him off.

"you didn't tell him?!?" he screamed at chan who now tried to cover his ears as good as possible. "tell me what?" I asked with a full mouth making big eyes at jisungs words. "they're a swaggy rap group" minho giggled.

"excuse me, we are SO swaggy!" jisung laughed outraged. "yeaaa 3racha for the win!" changbin yelled and gave jisung a high five.

"whaaaaaat?! why didn't you tell meeee?!" it was now my turn to scream at chan. "I didn't knew you would be interested in seeing us rap.." he shrugged while his cheeks turn slightly red and I punched him lightly against his shoulder. "of course you dummy. why wouldn't I be interested, hyung?"

"aww he just didn't want to embarrass himself infront of you." changbin laughed before biting into his sandwich which earned him a smack from chan.

"we could all go to your next performance together!!" felix squirled and I joined him.

"that's a great idea!!" felix and I were in our own little world planing our trip when minho talked again.

"what else did they tell you, innie?" I thought for a second. "oh they said I'm supposed to move into a company dorm..alone.." "what is it, baby? you don't like living alone?" felix asked stroking my hair. "mhh not really, you know I used to live together with seungmin and I don't think I'm the person to live alone.." the thought of being alone made me sad. living with minnie was so perfect..

"we have a free bed in our dorm." minho said now. "oh yeah true we have space! we could ask if you can live with us!" hyunjin exclamed happily. "would you like that?" chan asked with a loving smile and I gave him a small nodd turning red. "I mean technically it is a dorm from the company so that should be possible."

"really?" I turned my head to the dancers. "well let's ask!" felix said and hugged me.

wow living with the three of them would be so cool. I was already feeling at home around them and I'm sure it wouldn't ever get boring in that dorm.

the rest of the day we were chilling at the dance studio chatting while I sat in felix lap and jisung and I tickled him from time to time. I let my eyes slide over the group and stopped at chan for some reason. he looked so soft and beautiful. when he looked at me and our eyes met with a questioning look on his face I looked away feeling my ears heating up.

I bet sitting in chans lap would be even better. don't get me wrong I loved felix' hugs and cuddles so damn much but we were both tiny so sitting in chans lap would be different you know. he seemed so cuddly and had broad shoulders and it would be great to cuddle him. but for some reason chan and I never cuddled like felix, hyunjin and I did. we didn't even hug each other and I didn't know why. I guessed it would be weird to start with the hugging now since I hugged the others on the first day I met them and oh yea I also basically layed on felix when he calmed me down. but since chan and I kinda had a weird start we never came to the point where we hugged. it would be kinda awkward to just walk up to him. maybe he didn't even like something like that and that's why he never tried to.

chan and I were on a bro-base, right? maybe we just had a different kind of friendship than me and felix..

after a few hours of sitting around felix and I decided to go ask about the dorm situation and get some drinks for us.

"hey felix?" "yea?" I stayed silent for a few seconds still pretty deep in my thoughts. "would it be weird if I hugged chan?" I only got a confused look from my best friend. "what do you mean? you two don't hug?" I shook my head no. "I don't know it was weird between us in the beginning and then we just never did. I thought he might doesn't like it." the latter laughed a little. "oh he really loves hugs. believe me. why do you even ask me hm? why do you wanna hug channie?" he wiggled his eyebrows and I punched his shoulder. "I was just wondering that's aaall.." "aww cute, your ears are all red!" he laughed and I quickly covered them.

"ey your little secret is safe with me, bro!" he chuckled and I rolled my eyes at him. "there is no secre- "

I couldn't finish my sentence because we saw our boss at the end of the hallway and hurried over to him.

"hey, you two, what's up?" he greeted us. :good evening! we were wondering if it would be fine for jeongin to move in with us since we have a free bed in our dorm anyways and he wouldn't have to live alone like that." said felix and I looked at our boss with hope. the latter looked at both of us in surprise.

"well that's a little odd but if everyone is fine with it I don't see a problem with it. you guys will work together for the dance classes anyways." he smiled and we nodded happily. "thank you so much, sir!!"

when we told the others that I could move in with the dance team, hyunjin tackled me to the ground in joy and minho had the biggest smile on his face. chan looked at us with that loving smile he always had when he was with us and jisung and changbin told me they were really happy for us.

tired from the long day I sat down next to chan again as felix, jisung and hyunjin had already started planning a wellcome party for me.

"they sure have a lot of energy, huh?" I let out leaning back on the soft material. chan let out a chuckle. "yeah it seems like it" he looked down at me as I was more in a laying position by now. "are you tired, innie?" my eyes got big and I nodded, my cheeks taking a light shade of pink. that had been the first time he had ever called me that and I felt so loved. it was different from when the other boys or my parents used this nickname. it made me feel special..

"I think we should call it a day, guys. it's getting pretty late." he said and made me realize how long we actually stayed here together.

"oh jeongin, if you want we could already move some of your things into our dorm tomorrow. we don't have anything to do on sunday anyways." hyunjin smiled up at me from the ground where he was sitting with felix and jisung. wow, that was fast. don't get me wrong I really couldn't wait to join their dorm I just didn't expected to move in so early.

"ehm suure, I would like that." I smiled at him and got poked in the cheek. "you're so cute, jeonginnie!" he laughed and I stuck out my toung at him which made the others laugh. "but you really are cute" chan chuckled. "mhh"

"oh we could order take out and invite 3racha in the evening." minho suggested and I nodded my head in excitment to spend time with chan and the others outside of work. I already knew alot about the dancers of our group but with chan and the others I mostly talked about work and music which we were all clearly super passionate about but coming to think of it I didn't know much about chans personal life. I was the one that usually told him stories and he listened to me making these cute giggles.