Feelings

11. A bitter truth 💜

Today I learned a bitter truth.
You're gone already, so I shouldn't care less, right?
But the thing is, nobody told me it's gonna be this hard
Nobody said it's almost gonna be impossible
To let go of something or someone you once called home..

Hey there stranger,
No matter how our story turned out, I hope you remember my only wish..
To be able to love you with all my heart,
To be able to be proud of myself because I bore it all and gave my best,
To be able to say my love was real..
I hope you remember those countless times I forgot myself just to remember you..
Those countless tears I shed in your name..
Those countless nights I cried myself to sleep..
Those countless times I swallowed my pride, just to be your smile..
Those countless times I tried to lose myself, just for you to feed your insecurities..
Although this story is now in the past,
Although there's nothing left for us to share, I wanted to believe,
I wanted to believe that for those years that I called you mine, you felt the same too.
Those few years we were in love, atleast you were happy,
You were happy and in love..
With me..

Today I learned a bitter truth..
Your heart was still lost in your yesterday,
Three years, but how could I call you mine, when for you,
Yesterday was beautiful..