《NDALO》
•••••••••••••••My time to go home was at 17:00 right now its 17:45 and Lubanzi knows my knock off time I have been contemplating on going to his house or not I know for sure there will be trouble I don't know what to expect really I'm so nervous I think I should go to my brothers house because I know if I don't show up at his door step tonight I'm dead my phone rings and it's him....
Me:baby...
Him:why are you not in my house Ndaloentle
I know his pissed because he is calling me by my government name..
Me:baby I think it's best I don't come you are still angry so I'll come when you have cooled down
Him:don't piss me off you better be here in the next 20 minutes siyezwana??
Me:.......
Him:siyezwana na???
Me:yes baby
He clicks his tongue and drops the call I immediately pack my stuff and lock my office then head to my car once I get to it I get in and I drive to Lubanzi's house I'm so nervous but he will get over it marn he will shout at me what's the worst that could happen he won't do anything to me I don't even know why I'm scared he won't touch nxa....
After 30 minutes I arrive which is not the time I was told to arrive at I park my car then head inside with my handbag I go in and close the door behind me as I turn around from closing the door I'm met by a hot slap on my face and I fall on the floor I hold my left cheek dud he slap me I look at him shocked with tears running down my face....
Him:get up Ndaloentle
He says that and walks to the living room living me there on the floor I slowly get up and walk to the living room too following him I find him already sitting on one of the couches drinking whiskey I decide to sit on the couch opposite him as I fiddle with my fingers I still can't believe he actually slapped me I know I made a mistake can't he just get over it...
Him:why...
That's the only word he utters..
Me:why is what Lubanzj you can't just say why and expect me to know what the fuck you're talking about
I say with a lot if attitude he raises an eyebrow and looks at me for a while
Him:you see that tone you're using right pisses me off I'm gonna ask one last time and you better give me a satisfying answer...
I gulp 'Ndalo why did you answer him like that do you want another slap?' I mentally slap myself.....however instead of answering him in a good manner my attitude comes out again
Me:Lubanzi firstly you and I are not in a relationship I can sleep with anyone I feel like sleeping with it's my body after all however I admit I made a mistake get over it you're a grown ass man take it like a man nxa...ohh and let that be your first and last time you slap me rhaa
He stares at for a while then he chuckles and stands up...
Him:follow me..
With that he walks out on me stupid follows upstairs to his bedroom are we going to have sex I mean I wouldn't mind a little bit of sex it's been a while I get to his room he tells me to close the door and lock it I do it and I walk further into the room he turns around and comes towards me he is too calm for my liking but whatever he kisses me
Me:you see was it so hard for you to get over it???
He smirks and says no shaking his head he kisses me as he pushes me to the door I drop my bag on the floor and in a few minutes we are naked he's hand trails down to my nuna and starts playing with my clit and I let out a slight moan and I am wet right now he inserts a finger in my nuna and I moan louder than before he adds a second finger and starts finger fucking me I'm now a moaning mess he continues until I feel myself getting closer to my climax he continues and within seconds I climax he continues finger fucking me I reach my climax three more times and now my clit so sensitive it's over stimulated he puts his fingers in my mouth and I taste myself I'm so drained right
He gets in between my thighs and rolls down a condom he then unexpectedly thrusts himself inside of me and I scream in pain because he did it with so much force and he has his whole length in me which is something he doesn't do because his dick is too bick and long I feel tears running down my eyes I try to move him a bit he doesn't budge and he didn't even let my walls accommodate his length he just continued ramming his dick in me....
Me:mmmmmh....baby you're too deep please back up a bit
He doesn't listen he continues to thrust into me without care my pussy hurts and I know by the time we are done I'll be swollen down there I'm crying right now yes there is pleasure in this but the pain is more because he is so rough right now....and now it clicks he didn't get over it this is my punishment or one of them
Me:Lubanzi please I'm so sorry....ahhhhhh
He pulls out and flips me over and now I'm on all fours he pushes me down so that I can have that deep arch tears are running down my face he arms his dick in me again and I almost lose the arch but he holds me in position and continues pounding in me and that continues with more other positions and he literally bashing my cervix I have been begging him throughout he doesn't listen to me plea
He stiffens and starts groaning as he thrusts hard and fast in me and I know he is about to cum he cums into the condom and then pulls out taking the condom out and heads to the bathroom leaving me crying why did I sleep with my colluege Muzi why did I talk to Lubanzi the way I spoke to him and lastly how could I be so stupid and think he would listen to me and get over me sleeping with Muzi
I try standing but it hurts and I can't feel my legs I limp slowly to the bathroom as I'm about to open the door Lubanzi bumps into me and as usual my mouth gets the better of me
Me:you're such a bastard Lubanzi then you wonder why I slept with someone else well guess what he gave it to me better than you will ever give it to me
I feel a slap on my left cheek and I fall his slaps are so damn hard as I was thinking about getting up I recieve more slaps thankfully he is not punching me nor kicking me he is just slapping the shit out of me...
Me:Lubanzi I'm sorry please stop I didn't mean those words
I really didn't it's just those words slipped out of my mouth he continues hitting me with his open hand I'm on the floor crying he stops and looks at me
Him:to even think I was willing to give us a chance to be in a relationship uyisfebe nje kphela wena nxa...don't you ever disrespect me again I've tolerated your nonsense and that's enough
He says this going into his closet and wearing clothes when he was in the bathroom he was taking a shower then heads out after grabbing his phone and car keys I asked him where he is going he didn't answer me he just left I love him I really do I also don't know why I 'cheated' even though we were not in a relationship yet I consider this as cheating I really regret cheating I just hope I don't lose him....
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MaBhengu
Художественная прозаYamihle Dlamini a young Xhosa independent woman born in Cape Town recently moved to Durban after being forced to marry her bestfriend's older brother called Busani Bhengu a arrogant intimidating young Zulu businessman