MaBhengu

chapter 37

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It's been a week since Yaya told me about me possibly being pregnant I don't want believe I am....I have been searching symptoms of pregnancy and I have almost all of them but I'm yet to got the doctor or buy a home pregnancy test I'm scared to be a mom I don't know if I will be good enough to mother a child I don't even know how Lubanzi is going to act maybe I can ask him

Right now I'm in Lubanzi's room and he is in the study I get up from the bed and walk to Lubanzi's study and I knock and wait for him to let me come in....he tells me to come in and I go in he is busy on his laptop he looks and at me and smiles I smile to and take a sit opposite him

Him:hey baby

Me:hey

Him:is something wrong you seem nervous

Me:no I'm fine baby I just want to ask you something

Him:okay what is it my love??

Me:uhmm...

Him:hey you can talk to me what is it??

He stands and walks over to me and takes my my hand,walks over to the couch in the study makes me straddle him as I sit on top of him

Me:how do you feel about children??

Him:what do you mean??

Me:do you love children??

Him:you could say that because I love being around them and playing with them especially Nkosi

Me:how do you feel about having your own children

Him:well I would be more than happy to have my own kids and I'm not getting any younger

Me:oh okayyyy

Him:where is this conversation going??are you pregnant??

Me:uhmmm.....

Him:,baby am I going to be a father??

He eyes light up as he asks me this

Me:well I don't know....Yaya may have said that I could be possibly pregnant when we met because she said I changed physically so I started searching symptoms of pregnancy and I have most of the symptoms but I'm hesitant on going to the doctor or buying a home pregnancy test

Him:well we can go for a doctor's appointment tomorrow to go check okay??

Me:okay

Him:I would be really happy if you are pregnant yazi sthandwa sam....I want uLubanzi junior you know little me

I laugh and look at him he is smiling

Me:so you want a boy neh??

Him:yes however I still want a girl it would be great if you have twins yaz

Me:what??angeke Lubanzi yho I don't want to have two humans come out of my vagina yho

He laughs and stares at me for a while

Me:what??

Him:nothing you just make me happy I love you❤

Me:I love you too baby

Him:well since we are not sure if you are pregnant how about we do something to be sure you are pregnant

Me:and what is that??

Him:let's go to the room I will show you

We go to his room.....

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This pregnancy is tiring yerr I'm so tired and I'm fat and I'm always emotional always tired I just want this baby to pop right now I'm never ever getting pregnant again I know that's what I said last time but Busani switched my contraceptive pills with vitamin pills that look more alike with mine and since we don't use condoms I got pregnant very easily when I found out what he did I made him sleep on the floor for two months

Right now I just woke up and I'm hungry I get up and go into the bathroom to take a shower because I'm all sweaty after the shower I brush my teeth and then lotion up and then I get dressed then go downstairs I find Nkosi watching Nkosi with Busani and they are so concentrated they don't even recognize me I go to the kitchen and I start making myself something to eat then I sit on the chair by the counter and I start eating I almost choke on my food when I feel hands on my waist

Busani:sawbona sthandwa sam

Me:hey baby you scared me marn

Him:I'm sorry my love how was your nap??

Me:it was great I'm just tired of being pregnant

Him:don't worry baby you have 3 more months to go

Me:don't tell me about 3 months that's long

I start crying and pulls me to his chest and I cry until I push him off and slap him

Him:what is it now baby

Me:you got me pregnant Lubanzi I told you I'm not ready for another child I wanted us to focus on Nkosi but no what Busani wants Busani gets yaz uyandiqhela wena

He looks at me shocked

Him:Baby....

Me:yeyy don't baby me wena doti

I say this and I start crying again he comes and hugs me

Me:Baby I'm fat my nose is huge my feet are swollen I hate being this emotional I'm always tired I hate it

Him:it's okay baby you are going to be fine sthandwa Sam I'm sorry you are not fat you are very beautiful my wife I love you yezwa

I nod he wipes my tears and and kisses my whole face I start giggling he smiles and looks at me

Him:are you okay now??

Me:yes baby I am sorry for speaking to you like that I did not mean to yell at you I know you don't like it when I raise my voice at you

Him:it's okay baby it's the hormones I understand

Voice:mama...okay???

I look down and it's Nkosi ohh my baby I love this boy a lot even though he looks like Busani more than he looks like me he is looking at me so concerned

Me:heyy baby

I take his hand walk to the living room with him and sit him on the couch before I sit after that I sit next to him and start kissing him all over his face he starts giggling

Me:yes baby mommy is okay

Him:I luh you mama

He says smiling so widely

Me:I love you too baby

I lay his head on my lap I brush his head as he brushes my tummy and kissing it