Forbidden love (hawks x reader)

On And Off Switch 1 (11)

I just got out of the hospital and I'm not gonna lie, I felt great. I was getting picked up by hawks and I waited outside the hospital with my tiny knife gripping between my pointer and middle finger. Hawks pulls up and sees me put my knife in my bag. He then looks a little saddened. I open the car door and climb in. " why do you have a car, can't you fly?" I say smiling at hawks. He just laughs a little and puts his right hand on my cheek. " please don't carry a knife with you." I look at him a bit angered seeing that I got attached a few weeks ago. " You seriasly want me to go to places without pertection after what happened?" I say almost tearing up. I never want to remember what happened, I even forgot about the so called incident,well before hawks mentioned the knife thing. "no, I just.... Don't want you to make the mistake of killing someone. That could scar you pretty bad." 'too late for that but I guess I'll listen to him' I just look at him confused and he starts talking again. "I mean you should carry something like pepperspray...." I look at him kiss him on the cheek. "I will buy some" he starts driving to my apartment and while driving he starts talking to stop the tension from building. " I found out a little about you since you didn't want to tell me and..." I look at him and just start raging "you didn't think of asking me now that we know each other a bit better?! " he just looks at me with a serious face and I freeze. " Did all for one take you in when you were a kid?" he says dead serious. "are you serious, I mitght've been a kid but I wasn't stupid!" I say trying to hide the truth. I look at him and kinda feel stupid, I was a child who had to run from her crazy father, what could I have done differently. I needed help and I wasn't getting it from normal people. All for one saw faith in me, he believed in me. He was my real family. I just hope if hawks find out he'll understand. What I didn't know was that he would know my dark secret not far from Now. " I can't believe you asked peoe to find out about my past, your unbelievable" I say ferious. " you know what, stop the cat I can walk to my apartment." i say in a serious tone opening the door. Hawks start speaking, "don't be like that y/n, I just.....". "you just what, wanted to help. I don't wanna pop your bubble but you didn't help, you made everything worse." I say devastated. I clinb out of the car and close the door. I just walk further while hawks sees me walk away. I get to my apartment and contact Dabi.
{ hey wanna chill?} I text him and
surprisingly not after a long time get a reply {why, did hawks mess up} I read the text and panic a bit {how the hell do you know?!} I reply a bit worried. { I just saw you ride in his car plus he did save you from your kidnapping from the desert.} I see the text and then the next text Dabi sends { Plus I'm already here} I turn around and jump a little noticing Dabi behind me holding his phone in one hand and a McDonald's bag in the other. "so what did the bird do this time?" Dabi says putting his phone away. "he reshearshed me." I say flopping down on the couch. " Ouch, girls do not like that." he says moving my legs, sitting on the couch and moving my legs to sit on his lap. "ya think?" I say turning around with my legs still on his lap. Dabi then gives me fries and I take my legs off of his lap sitting upwards. I eat my fries and smile while eating it. After eating it I get the bag from dabi keeping the tip of my tong out of my mouth and taking the burger out giving Dabi his. He takes it and opens it starting to eat it. He looks at me while I'm eating like a little kid. While eating I hear a cat meow "Oreo!!" I say smiling and looking down. I look at Dabi who has stopped eating. "ill be right back,i just wanna give her food." I say lifting myself off of the couch and hopping to her bowl. I take a bit of food in the box next to her bowl and crouch down pouring two cups of food out into her bowl. Dabi stands up and lays himself up against the bedroom wall looking at me petting my cat with a bright smile while she's eating. "You really like that cat huh?" he says almost sounding like he's asking me. "I don't like her, I love her." I say smiling and look at Oreo with a spark in my eyes.Dabi clears his throat and starts talking "Don't get attached, okay. The cat.." I interrupt him saying "Oreo"with a stubborn voice. he heard my expression and scoffed a little. "okay.....Oreo could die or even get captured so that the people who take her could control you." he says looking at me. I look at him and start getting sad 'he's not wrong' I just look at him and fall to the ground. "no need to get sad about a animal." Dabi says. " I tear up and just look at the ground. He lifts himself off of the wall and sits behind me taking his arms next to my neck to the front where my chest is. I wipe my tear and fall asleep on him. "what did your dad do to you?" he says wispering worried. He takes me and puts me in bed writing a note. I wake up the next morning finding the note and read it out loud. " See you at the layer, I got you some chips to eat when you get there. I get ready showering, pick up my knife and walking out of the apartment locking the door.

(credits to the artist who is not me)

While walking I think about what Hakws said I stop at a shop near me and take some pepperspray. I walk to the base making sure no one follows me. I get to the base going in and seeing Dabi stand with his back at me. I run at him and jump on him. "jeez woman, no need to kill me to get the chips." Dabi says as I climb off of him. "sorry" I say looking at the ground putting the front of my shoes tips together and my hand behind my back. He walks to a table grabbing a bag and walking towards me. "here yah go speedie." he says giving me the chips. "it is mine" I say in a goblin like voice. I take the chips and run towards shigi to tell him about the chips while sharing the chips with him.

(guys I'm so sorry I haven't posted in two days, I just wrote my exams and only have a week of vacation. I'm busy riding my way to the beach and I plan on staying there until the 8th of October and hope to be posting in between times. Have a great night, morning or evening bye)