Diya - The Human Mate

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♦Alpha Adrian♦

"You trust me?"

My question literally stiffened her. Her face fell as if I asked her to rip her heart out for me. For a moment I started to regret asking her that question. It clearly had changed the environment of our moment. But to know the answer was more important for me.

"You'll hurt me." Her words felt like rubbing salt on my wounds. I didn't know I could feel this much defeated. She had my heart crying in just three and a half words. Her voice was so strong as if she was certain about it. As if she was sure I will most definitely hurt her. Why? Why would I hurt my own mate who is my soul?! Even though when I was doing every fucking thing for her, still? Really?

Is it too hard to trust me?!

I suddenly felt like breaking and destroying everything. My anger only kept building knowing she was like this because of that jerk. Because he broke her... that's why she couldn't trust me. I knew I was going to finish that fucker. I mentally noted to get all details about him and destroy his total existence.

How the fuck could anyone do that to a woman like her? I seriously wondered. She was a damn gem of a woman! So hard working, so smart and a badass beauty.

Oh her beauty!

That buttery smooth skin. Those long silky hair, oh my god! Her hands; those slender sexy fingers. And those long long legs. Yet she looked so small infront of me. I loved it like that. Everything about her was just very beautiful.

On top of that was her fierceness, the authoritative behaviour, and the confidence that she graciously walked with had me on my knees since the start. I didn't mind confessing, I was literally awestruck.

Though, she could be too stubborn and sassy sometimes as well. One moment she'd have me want to pull my hair out in frustration and on other have me want to kiss that cute attitude out of her. She never failed to make me go crazy. But I can try to handle her. Keyword: try.

I grazed the pad of my fingers on her cheek. She was so fragile. So soft. So pretty. I knew she was the only that I needed for my whole life. I knew I was hopelessly in love with everything about her already. She was mine. My mate!

I'm never letting you go no matter what! I promised her silently.

Her mesmerizing orbs focused on me. She stared at my face, longingly. She was vulnerable, unprotected, defenceless. She didn't care about putting her guards up once again like the night of her parents anniversary party. She was letting her walls down infront of me for one more time. She was giving me another chance.

I kissed her temple trying to reassure her she was always going to be safe with me and I'll never hurt her. Never.

I want you no matter what. I won't let you go ever.

"I want to trust you." My eyes shined listening to her words.

What?!

Did I heard right?

Did she just say that?

She wanted to trust me. Her words brought a new kind of joy to my soul. Instantly my heart felt like jumping with happiness. I didn't know I could be this happy just after hearing those five words from her.

She had so much power over how I felt. She could change my moods in just a beat.

Even Zedd started dancing and jumped with happiness inside my head. He had demanded to shift but I wasn't letting him have my moment with her. Not at all. I'll persuade him later. Yes, I had him blocked since a while so he can not manipulate me. I was aware I couldn't block him for long but he had done the same to me so it was tit for tat bitch.