Extraordinary (Camren)

Ex. Five

She just told her parents we're dating? Why! What the hell was Camila up to? Fuck! She's making my mind go fucking nuts and my emotions go spinning like a fucked up tornado.

This isn't good.

I looked at her parents and they didn't seem too happy about it. Honestly, they looked just as confused as I was.

"I thought you were dating Shawn?" Alejandro asked with furrowed eyebrows.

The brunette beside me shrugged. "It didn't really work out with Shawn," She informed them — which I knew was a total lie. "My feelings for Lauren is just more stronger than what I felt for Shawn."

My heart fluttered. A part of me wondered if the last part she said was real. Gosh! Why would it be real? She just rejected me yesterday! Fuckkk! I don't know what to think! Wait- Why was I even thinking about this? I'm supposed to be mad! Wasn't I mad at her? Dammit! I don't even know anymore! I don't know anything anymore! And I surely didn't know if she was trying to play with my head or her parents.

Fuck-

I felt my boss snake her arm around my waist, "Let's go settle inside, baby." My heart leaped at the endearment she used. Gosh! I wish everything she just said were true. But It's not! I mentally slapped myself- Get yourself together, Jauregui! She clearly rejected you by walking out when you confessed. This is all fake! Fuck- I need answers!

We went inside and she brought me to what seemed to be her old room. "I'll go tell Johnson, our driver, to bring our bags inside," She informed me but before she could even take a step to leave, I grabbed her arm to stop her.

I looked her dead serious in the eyes, "What was all that about?" I asked just above a whisper. "You better explain because I-" She peaked my lips causing my eyes to widen. I opened my mouth to ask her to explain, especially why she kissed me just now, but she brought her finger to my lips to shush me up. "We'll talk about this later, baby," She smirked before exiting the room.

What the actual fuck? I'm not really complaining about the kiss, but it messed with my head even more. Like was the kiss confirmation that she had feelings for me too? Or is she just playing with my heart knowing I had feelings for her? I want answers! I pulled on my hair and groaned lowly.

I feel like an idiot. I'm literally like a weird rollercoaster ride — one minute I'm mad at her.... then the next minute, I'm all about her like I wasn't just mad. Gosh! What is my boss doing to me?

I let my body fall onto the soft bed. "I need to get my shit together," I sighed.

The door swung open and Johnson came inside with the  bags. He settled them in the side and left — that's when Camila came in and closed the door behind her.

I pushed myself to sit up, "So? Explain."

The brunette slowly walked her way towards me, "What exactly do you want me to explain?" She asked as she occupied the empty space next to me — once she was sat, she crossed her legs.

I met her eyes and licked my lips. "Please, tell me how you feel about me...." I said and felt my heart sped up. I definitely was scared. I wanted to know what her answer was, but at the same time I was terrified she might say the opposite of what I wanted her to say.

She shifted herself, so her body was now facing towards me. She turned serious before talking, "I- I don't want you to get your hopes up, but you were right... I do feel something for you and it scares me." She looked deep into my eyes.

My heart skipped a beat and I let out a breath that I didn't even know I was holding. I was relieved to hear her say that. She had feelings for me, but I got confused to why she was scared. There's no reason to be. I have no intention of hurting her and she needed to know that, so I took her hand in mine, "You don't need to be scared, Camila. I would never hurt you... Never in a million years," I told her sincerely. I knew that I would never hurt her because hurting her meant hurting myself... and fuck- I'd never do that.