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bakugo | her

short sad chapter cause i have been feeling very insecure and uncomfortable with myself lately. it's kind of a vent :')

genre: angst

407 words

y/n pov

he's my everything.

he makes me happy, he makes me smile, i think about him every single day. my heart does backflips when i'm close to him and i get butterflies when he talks.

i don't know how it happened but i'm so in love with him, i can't deny it any longer. i've never felt like this before, no one has ever made me feel the way he does.

when he's not around, i miss him. when he's sick, i'm worried for him. when he looks sad, i become sad and get an overwhelming urge to comfort him.

bakugo katsuki. he is my world.

yet... he doesn't know i exist.

he never looks at me, he never talks to me. he probably doesn't even know my name. no matter how hard i try to get his attention he's always focused on someone else.

i see him every day and i'm just a ghost to him, he looks right trough me.

he doesn't care about me because he's always looking at her.

she's the most beautiful girl anyone's ever seen. she has talent like no other and she's incredibly smart, social and everyone loves her. she's everything i am not.

she is his world.

he looks at her with the most loving gaze, he's gentle and never ignores her. he does everything to make her happy becuase her happiness is his happiness. she laughs and blushes as he talks to her, completely mesmerised by him.

my heart breaks every time i see them together. how he softly holds her hand and the way all his attention is directed at her and only her.

i look at myself in the mirror before looking away quickly. i can't stand my own reflection.

i'll never be like her.

why would anyone ever love me when all the other girls are so much more amazing. they're so pretty and strong. they are confident, never awkward, they're flawless.

bakugo, if i were you, i'd choose her too. she's perfect for you. i'm out of your league. you need someone as perfect as you and i'll never be that.

i used to love myself. but if you don't love me, i can't love me either.

i'm sorry.

okay it's over now-
sorry if it was a bit much ( /●~●)/