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todoroki | ruined gift

he would look so good with with mismatched white and red shoes

honestly i could never imagine todoroki cheating but i need some angst and yeah let's make the impossible possible, we can cry together

genre: angst

your quirk: plant creation / manipulation

1200 words


second person pov

you were so proud of your boyfriend, he had come so far since the start of the school year and you wanted to surprise him with something sweet.

at the beginning of your relationship you were always insecure and worried, you had gotten off to a rough start but eventually, he gave you comfort and you started to love yourself. sometimes the old thoughts of everyone being better than you came back, but you were so much stronger and didn't really believe it.

after all, he had asked you to be his girlfriend, and it had been around 9 months now since you started dating.

you happily put the sweet things you baked into a nice box and wrapped it with a red ribbon, it looked cute. he deserved it after all, he had worked really hard and you were so happy for him. you couldn't help but remember some of your favourite moments with him, they always made you smile.

grabbing the gift and your small bag you headed over to the common room. deku was there, you were planning on asking him where todoroki was since he was his best friend. and yours too of course.

"hey deku!" you smiled, rushing towards the couch where he was watching kirishima and denki play mario kart.

(i wanted to write smash bros instead of mario kart but i could already smell the comments so i changed it lol)

"hello y/n!" he turned slightly to face you and returned your smile.

"do you know where todoroki is?" you asked innocently, a slight blush spreading on your face.

"oh yeah, he went to his dorm not long ago. he told us not to bother him but he's always happy to see you!" he replied, glancing at the gift and then back at you.

"i made you some (favourite baked good) too, i'll bring it here after i see todoroki." you waved before patting denki's head and heading to the hallway where todoroki's room was.

excitement bubbled up inside of you as you walked closer, you were thinking about how you would give it to him. you thought you should knock but then decided to burst in since you were so hyper at the moment.

on your way you bumped into someone, looking up was a blonde, spikey haired angry boy. bakugo eyed you angrily and you smiled nervously under his intense glare.

"h-hey bakugo..." you greeted politely, to which he just grunted angrily in response.

phew, that was close.

you didn't feel like getting your head blown off so you were glad he had mercy.

that didn't matter anymore, as you reached todoroki's dorm all you could think about was how surprised he would look, you hoped he would give you cuddles after, maybe even some kisses if you were lucky. his affection was something you craved every day.

your hand was shaking from excitement and you slowly placed it on the doorknob, trying to turn your grin into a simple smile. you were often very energetic, almost the opposite of shoto. opposites attract, you thought and opened the door.

the sight in front of you was not what you were expecting to see.

you froze in your spot. todoroki was too busy making out with some girl to notice you in the doorway. you were completely shocked, you couldn't seem to believe what you were seeing.

your mind was blank until familiar thoughts rose in your chest.

i told you that you weren't good enough.

see, he doesn't even love you, pathetic.

you really thought you could please him?

you're so dumb.

you look so stupid right now, you always have.

no one will ever love you, you're so annoying.

look at her, she's so much prettier and better in every way.

you're not good enough.

you will never be.

the proof is in front of you.


you didn't notice how sore your eyes were, how the tears were silently falling, you were completely numb. slowly, you brought your hand up to cover your mouth, attempting to hold back a sob. the gift you had taken so long to prepare with so much love and pure intentions slipped from your hands. the loud sound of it colliding with the floor was enough to snap you out of your shocked state and turn around to run. you knew they saw you but all you wanted to do was run away and never come back.

you wanted to ask what you did wrong but your mind told you you never did anything right.

all that time you took to slowly love yourself for who you were had gone to waste. you felt more pathetic than ever, you couldn't even blame todoroki at that moment. all you could think about was how much you hated yourself.

you made no noise as you ran through the common room and closed the door of your dorm, making sure to lock it. you turned around, hand still covering your mouth. your back hit the cold wood and you felt your legs slowly give out, you slid down and eventually hit he floor.

all you could hear were your muffled and choked sobs and the faint sound of laughing coming from where you were seconds ago.

they're laughing at you.

you shut your eyes as tight as you could, you covered your ears and screamed in your mind, telling the voices to leave you alone. you wanted to pretend you didn't care but the what was the stinging pain in your heart?

the pain you felt in your chest was unlike anything you've ever experienced before. your whole life seemed to be ruined in just a matter of seconds. you wanted to scream and cry loudly but you didn't want anyone to hear you, you didn't want them to make fun of you or pretend to worry. you were sure that they would never actually care.

all your energy was gone, you hugged your knees and let your tears fall because that's the only thing you were good at. crying. how pathetic. even your usually bright room felt cold, dark and empty now. the fairy lights and the small plants didn't comfort you like they used to.

you slowly opened your hand and watched as a small green plant sprouted from your palms. it grew into a beautiful flower, but no matter how hard you tried the flower turned dark and black, eventually withering away. you cried harder, you felt like you had nothing left. even your own power left you.

you wiped your tears and stood up, feeling tired of crying so much. the more tears fell the worse you felt, although letting out the pain was usually nice right now everything seemed to hurt you.





"i hope you're happy."

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i want to continue this story but i'm not sure who should be the knight in shining armour