Blue Butterfly

Ending: Part 2, Time's up!

"Open the gates! Open them right now!" I knocked on the big wooden doors but noone was opening. "Open the damnn gates!" I hit them with my leg. Still nothing.
I stood there, hitting, shouting, screaming... Only that terrible picture of Ariana falling was set in my mind. It wouldn't go away. Like it wanted me to feel guilt for what I did.
Left her behind. That poor little girl who was hiding her real emotions under her pale skin.
"Who are you!? What do you want?" I heard the voice of some guard that finely opened the gates.
"Where is Lady Ariana? I must see her!" I tried to look over his shoulders but he was to tall.
"..." He kept quite for a while and then he spoke. "Lady Ariana is not here anymore. Now, would you mind leaving us be." He just wanted to close the gates when I stoped him.
"What do you mean gone?" I asked confused. "Where did she go?"
"She's dead! Alright!? Now leave!" He said cold and closed the gates right in front of my face.
"She's... D-dead?..." On these words my legs lost balance. I fell down on my knees unable to move. // Ariana is dead... No, no it can't be... //
"She can't be dead! You're lieing! A liar!" I screamed and grabed myself for the head.
// I was hugging you last morning. You can't be... // This truth is too painful for my brain, for my heart. Even the tought of Ariana lying on a big bed with flowers, roses around her little body made me sick. She was too young for this fate.
World really isn't fair!
This feeling, the feeling of guilt is big. It's taking me deeper and deeper in this dark lake.
"Who was that?" I could hear Sir Loyd's voice on the other side of the gates. He sounded broken.
"No one, Sir." Said the guard. "Just some crazy man with weird hat."
"Weird hat?... Hat man!?" Sir said and the sound of gates opening took my attencion.
"Hat man! That is you!" He looked down at me.
My cheeks were shining on the moonlight because of tears that I just cried. "Yes... It's me..." I whispered.
"Ariana, my only child, is dead." There was sadness in his voice.
// So you DO care? // I tought and slowly stood up. When I cleaned the tears off my face I put my hat back on.
"I'm sorry for... " looking down at the ground I said. " your loss..."
"Hat man... I can't belive what happened. I can't!" He said louder.
"Belive me, neither can I... Please, don't call me Hat man." This time I sounded cold.
With suprised expression on his face he looked at me.
"Now, tell me what happened. I want to know!" It looked like I was giving him orders.
"Ariana..." Lord Loyd looked down and continued. "When you left she locked herself in that room. She didn't want to come out hole day. When I sent one of our maids to get her for dinner she ran back to my crying and said that lady Ariana is dead. I couldn't belive it at first but then tears in maids proved that she said the truth... "
"Ariana killed herself... But, but why?!" I feel my heart, it's hitting my chest so hard that it made me think it will just jump out.
"My only child jumped trough the window and killed herself because of you!" His hands around my neck took me back to reality.
"What?! No!" I tried to escape.
"It is true! If she had never met you she would still be alive!" He finely pushed me away and took few steps back. "It's my fault. I'm the one who called you here... It's all my fault..." He started to whisper something to himself but I couldn't hear it or rather, I didn't want to hear. Now I feel worst then before. Am I really the reason Ariana killed herself? How can I live with this on my back? I loved that little girl, I hold her tight when she felt lonely, I cleaned her soft cheeks of tears she used to cry, I made her smile for the first time in so long... Am I really the reason? Is my decision the reason why she died? How will Socker react on this?! How will he feel?!
Questions, questions... No answers...
My choice is surely the reason all this happened! Sir Loyd is right.
If I never came to this castle all this would never happen and Ariana would still be alive...

I'm sorry! I'm really sorry Ariana!!!
"Please forgive me! Please!" I suddenly screamed those words as loud as I could. Like I tried to make her them, even if I know that it's impossible.

"I'm... Sorry..."
Those two words that usually are fake... This time are coming from heart. They are real... But... Is the person who needs to hear them still here? Is that person still our friend, family or just a stranger still around us? If we don't hurry to say those two words to that person he or she might dissapear. He or she might vanish in this space and time.
So we need to tell those two simple words of so much meaning before it's too late...

There it is!
The ending!!
It took me some time, I'm sorry for that.
To make it even, I shall tell you something that I shouldn't... Hehe
Okay, there might be special part of Blue Butterfly that I might post.
So keep an eye on that library of yours. Hehehehe

I'm so happy that this story has more then 100 reads! This dosen't seem much but it really is, for me ofc!
At first I tought that nobody will read it and that I won't be able to finish it but here it is! The ending!

Thank you so much for everything! I'm really thankful!

I wish you all good day/night/morning... Everything!!!
Let me hug you!! *hugsss* :****

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(Sorry for grammar)