Amara

THREE

I RAN as fast as I could to his house, rang the doorbell and he opened the door. Kai looked at me and immediately commented on my dress "Nice dress, are you getting married?" It was the only piece of clothing I had left. I replied "You know why I'm wearing this Kai." He looked startled when I replied so seriously. I giggled "You're such a pussy." He was wearing clothing you would find in a dumpster in a creepy alleyway himself, so he shouldn't be criticizing my style. "Shouldn't you be at school?" I asked "No, I always have a free day on friday, remember?" he replied. 

Even though he was wearing the worst clothes I had ever seen, he still looked so good. His blond fluffy hair flowing out of his gorgeous head with the softest lips on the entire planet, and don't get me started on that body.

We went to sit on his bed where we slowly got closer and closer, until we put our lips together like two lovebirds in the burning sun. His lips were so soft, they felt like I was kissing the clouds. He gently kissed my neck and asked "Can I take your dress off?" I nodded and he gently took it off. He asked "Are you okay with this, after what happened?" Before I could even think of an answer I replied "Yes." 

He took off his pants which revealed his massive erection. He pressed his body alongside mine and slowly slid it in, I let out a soft moan. It was like I was dreaming, I had never experienced this before.

Well, I had sex before- just not like this.

I could feel his warm breath running along the side of my neck, his breath felt like I was watching the sunset with him on a warm day. My moans were getting louder and louder, until he put his finger in front of my mouth. "Shhh, the whole city doesn't have to know, darling." He winked. We heard small taps against the window, rain had started pouring from the gray clouds in the sky. The weather was perfect, he started pounding in what felt like the rhythm of the rain. He let out a little moan, cute.

His penis was throbbing like it was stuck in a cage and it wanted to get out, then it finally came out of his little cage. I felt a warm soft liquid running down my cheek. "Good girl." He said, making a shiver run through my spine. I planted a long hard kiss on his neck and we decided to go for a walk.

He took a shower and in the meantime I went downstairs to his father's knife collection. I chose a silver dagger which had the text 'nam amor' engraved in it, it's latin for 'for love'. I put my dress back on and got the semen off of my face, disgusting.

When we were walking down the street I saw a huge puddle and kicked the water so it went straight to his face. I slowly moved towards him and waited for when he was able to see again. That's when I did it, he stopped moving, fell to the ground and blood started pouring from his chest, only to be washed away by the pouring rain falling from the gray sky.

It was like my body did it on its own, I wasn't in control. After all, it was the boy I spent the last 2 years with. I sat on my knees next to him and looked at him from top to bottom. His lips looked as soft as always, but his eyes, his eyes looked as if he had just seen a flying car with a unicorn in it. His body still looked so good, but also so lifeless. I licked the blood off of my dagger and decided to walk away, before anyone finds out I was here.

I had been walking for 2 hours when I heard the first police sirens, they found him. Soon after, a police car raced past me and it threw up a huge wall of water which splashed on me, making me lose balance and fall to the ground. I struggled to get up and when I did it felt like an eternity had passed, the sky had disappeared into complete darkness.

In front of me I saw a building so tall I couldn't even see the top. I wasn't even wearing my glasses. It was beautiful, not knowing where the building ends, but knowing that it does end somewhere- just like all things do. 

I bashed the door open, because it was stuck. It seemed like nobody noticed a lady in a soaking wet white dress had entered the building, perfect. I looked for the stairs and after a few seconds I spotted them. They were so close but yet so far. I ran to them, I ran and I ran for so long before finally reaching the top of the building. I sat down and cried my eyes out, I just killed the person I love most and the only person I ever trusted. I didn't have anything to go back to, my friends all hate me, my mom doesn't even care about me, I didn't have anything. My life might as well have been over, so I did exactly that, I jumped.