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Romance troubles

Sivaangi excitedly opened the door of her cousin's room. She is in kerala to attend one of her cousin Nithya's marriage. They're practically best friends as they are of same age and share everything to eachother.

Sk: Nithya!! Pakka sundari aano, ithu thaan kalyana kalai oh!

Nh: vaanga, tamizhnaatin chellama ku 2 days mrg ku minnadi vara than time kedechurukku

Sk: sry d, I tried to come before 1 week aana kadasi nerathula oru imp recording, miss panna mudila

Nh: seri seri, sollu epdi iruka? Aduthu madam ku thaana mrg!

She blushed to her statement and tried to stay calm

Sk: athella onu ila

Nh: endi un aal ah inum evlo naal kaaka veikapora

As soon as she said that sivaangi's mind thought about her ashwineey! They've been in a relationship for 5 months now. Ashwin proposed to her after his 1st movie release and they even got both of their parents blessings.

Sk: 5 months thaana d aairku, ipove ena konjam naal potum

Nh: athuvum crct thaan, ena thaan mrg fun ah irundhaalum love panrappo romance panradhula oru thani kick uh

Sivaangi just smiled to her words not knowing how to react.

Nh: Prem eh ye vachukko(her fiance) such a calm boy aana romance mood vanta he is such a different person. It was fun always getting him worked up.
Its exciting la to discover the passionate side of ur partner

She casually talked applying concealer to the hickeys in her neck.

On the other hand sivaangi was in deep thoughts. Her relationship with ashwin suddenly confused her.
They are emotionally bonded for sure, they are each other's best friends even now. In this 5 month relationship they've surely had a lot of cute moments like holding hands, hugging, forehead kisses and small pecks in the cheek and rarely in lips.
But They've never had a passionate moment like what her sister was explaining in this 5 months and it dint bother her all along too.
She was 100% sure he loves her but does he want her? The way a man wants a woman.
She knows he admires her but is he attracted to her.

All these confused thoughts started clouding her mind which brought up her long buried insecurities out too. And the fact that they had a fight during their last phone call and ashwin still hadn't tried contacting her made things worse.

Nh: hey u just zoned out! Ennachu

Sk: ila, I'm just confused

Nh: what is it? Talk to me

Sk: ne ipo sonna maari onnume engalukulla nadanthathu ila

Nithya's eyes widened and she chuckled

Nh: srsly, u have a super hot boyfriend that every girl literally every girl wants and ur saying u dint make out with him.

Sk: hey I dont even know if ashwin wants to be that way with me

Nh: loose ah d ne, antha aasa la ilaama ya una kalyanam pannikanumnu nenaikraaru

Sk: u dont get it, na avara nalla purinjipen, and na avaruku romba important athulaan than kaaranam

Nh: ur ri8, but that doesnt mean he doesnt want it

Sivaangi shook her head

Nh: ok seri stop overthinking, ne sollu do u want to be intimate with him

Sivaangi thought about all the times she wished ashwin would just kiss the hell out of her like when they were standing in rain, playing in beaches. She remembered how his wet hair and base voice makes her breath less.