thoughts of how life could be
with another who may never know
will they fall for the others
like everyone else
or will they suddenly start to belong?
doubt and dread
creep up in your mind
forced to rethink
the confusion
but for what?
for what purpose?
why question
the ineveitable
fighting the feelings
is useless and wrong
but admitting the thought
doesn't help
what could this be?
and when?
why not now?
why wait?
anything is possible.
