..How could you breake a broken glass even more?

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,,-...T..Thank you,General chalenks"..barely started Vladimir,with a trembeling and quiet voice ,,-..but..."..The little arstotzkan turns his eyes to the big building,where Pink had gone to ,,-..He s not a treat.."
The general eyes had widden in shock
,,-..Not a treat?! Vladimir Boris Agafanov,are you f****** stupid?!"
He sighted
,,-..No one is stupid..You just donnt get how the others think.."
,,-..He almost killed all of us! His fucking gun would have deflected from Hilton on us and .And you-?!"
,,-With all due..Do you think his mental health is in good condition,sir..?..Every single one of you hates us.For no reason.Not at all,not even one"
,,-..Well,he s a federatian and y-"
,,-That s not a reason..I am his only friend..And he is my only friend.He just..Wanted justice..Twist..corrupted justice .."
,,-..Soldier,you know this isn t an excuse for him to be like this!"
,,-..I know,sir..But it s a motive..And..I think you shouldn t judge him so badly because of that"

As..the  little blonde  man ended the conversation with..somewhat more confidence than he started,he got up and..Started walking to their room.
He really wanted to make sure he s alrigjt befoure he ..Gave him a pice of his mind.
He moved slowly,as he was still trembling with all of his bones..He was felling cold.
..It was so weird,just..
..like a dream..
..Like he was halfasleep and someone just woke him up and started walking with him.
..The old black flag with the red eagle and the M.O.A plate on his chest,along side the green-ish-yellow-ish stripes that were crossing the whole pice of material was,slowly,let down on the ground as the wind stopped flowing.
..It became alot more colder..But not on the outside..An internal cold,like it was under his skin.
Something felt wrong and worst wuth each step..
..He had butterflies in his stomach..And not like the first time..Not like when he saw Pink get out of that old Arstotzkan train..
..But like..Moths,eating his guts and organs from the inside.
..He leaned closer to the wall so he l hold onto it in case he falls.
198..-...200..202...204..206-"
He stoped,and turned towards the other side of the corridor,where the rooms with odd numbers where
,,207"
The door was a bit cracked..He put his petite hand on the door knob.He turned it,opened it and-
...How in the actual.fuck could he?!
,,-..P-..PINK,YOU FUCKING IDIOT!"
His tears were running quikly  on his cheeks as he rushed to get his agenda
The inventor eyes looked up at him
,,-i-..Vladimir,wait!.."
The arstotzkan sighted,valming down a bit
,,-..Not another word.I came back to comfort  you and...The general offered me a room in the ER after what you did but I still..STILL CAME BACK!..and.you know why..?..I wanted to..To help you..Explain why are you an idiot for wanting to kill Hilton,but still help you!..And what do you do?!..I made it crystal fucking clear I don t wnat you to look into that! I always got it away from you..And as soon as I am weak and in pain from STOPPING YOU KILLING SOMEBODY,YOU TAKE ADVANTAGE OF IT!.."
..he sighted again
,,-..You re making me sick"
He grabbed his clothes,back,and everything else of his and rushes to the ER.
..He wasn tveven sad or shocked anymore
.. Just anrgy.
Disgusted.
...

...He wanted his old friend back..
..the one he fell in love with

                          ******
he would had let the agenda but..He just couldn t
What did he had to lose,anyway..?
..He opened,flickrd the first blanc pages and started reading

Word by word..sentence by sentence..
..no.
..No,it couldn t be! ...
..did..

..Did vladimir had..Had a crush on him?!...
..He..he was looking at him the first day because..he liked the way he look..?
..T..That was great!
That was bloddy great,that..
..Oh,how did Hiral dreammed at that !..
..he..He loves the little arstotzkan so much!
He ..He always showed him suport and liked him..
..he couldn t even think how life here would be without him!..
He continued reading,smillikg more with each second..
..He even forgot abiut the incident in that day..
..Oh..My little starshi-
,,-P..PINK,YOU FUCKING IDIOT!"

                        ......

..he was just..left there
..on the ground
..All alone in that..Cold dark night.
..he..he swore at him.
..He never swore yet..
..
...Of course  he did.
..How could Hiral be sl fucking  blind and idiotic?!
..he just..Destroyed his change with..the little arstotzkan blonde love of his life..
..
..his eyes were so sad
.And..
...He .
..The idiot..Tought Vladimir already left him..
...But no.Hiral made leave just now.

..He,slowly,takes his hoodie on..leaning with his back against the wall while sitting down,on the cold floor.
..he gets his surgical masc off his face
,,-.f..fuckung idiot.."
..he let it on the ground as we was looking at-
..Well,nothing.

... Just nothing...

...Suddently,he Wipped his eyes,got his mask back and got up
,,-..I can t let this be!..I..I have to fix this!.."
...you fixed enough,go back,cry,and pray he ll...At least look at you with the same adorable eyes
,,-.i..shut the fuck up bitch,okay? You don t  do this shit! If you make a mistake,you fix it,you don t soak in your tears and wait for someone tl comfort you  when your only friend is the one you hurt! "
...Just sit down.
,,-No,I won t,and you can t make me to..I  am determinated!"

...And,he was right
..The idiot was, indeed,determinated.

..Determinated by stupidity.

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