Is it truly safe? (Ranboo Adoption AU)

The Lunch

A/N: 562 reads- I'm sorry- what?

TW: Eating Disorder

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Ranboo's pov

I went out of my room and downstairs. I saw Phil at the bottom of the stairs kinda. I think he was waiting for me. I knew it I was gonna get hurt. I waited for it.

"Sorry for bothering you while you were sleeping." Phil said nervously while smiling, "but its time for lunch!"
I was surprised I wasn't hit. I think it showed.

But I just nodded and looked at the kitchen and walked over there to sit at the table. I noticed Tommy and another boy next to him. They were talking about something.

The boy had brown hair with a few blonde highlights, a green shirt, ram or goat maybe sheep horns and a tail, I think blue eyes, I noticed marks on him, and a red bandana around his neck.

I then noticed Tommy has a green bandana on now. I didn't know who the boy was. I stood there awkwardly for too long I guess.
Tommy had seen me, "Eyyy big man sit with us!"

I didn't want to get anyone mad, so I sat down at the table.
Tommy smiled widely when I sat down, "I want to introduce you to my friend!"
The boy looked at me and smiled, "My name is Tubbo!"
Before I could say anything Tommy talked for me, "He's Ranboo, he doesn't talk much or mute."

I was honestly happy Tommy did that. I guess I was kinda antisocial. I only talk to some people, when necessary or to not get hit. But mostly not to get hit, other than that I pretend I'm mute.

I noticed Wilbur making something, "Tommy. Stop interrupting people. Also he isn't mute."
Tommy looked at Wilbur confused, "Wdym?"
Wilbur grabbed some plates, "He spoke to me earlier."
Tommy looked at me and yelled loudly, "Your not mute?!"
I flinched at the yelling and nodded.

Wilbur came over to the table with plates. He then set one down in front of each of us. It was macaroni n' cheese. The 2 started eating it immediately. Wilbur had another plate and went upstairs. I was confused by that but didn't question it.

I looked at the plate in front of me. It looked good to say the least, but I couldn't eat it. I've never been able to actually finish anything. Sometimes start to eat something but not finish. I skip meals a lot because of it.

I didn't even try touching the food. I guess it was noticed.
Tubbo looked up at me, "You gonna eat?"
I hesitated before answering, "I'm not hungry.."
Tommy looked excited, "So your not gonna eat it?!" Tommy took my plate for him to eat it.

I guess Wilbur came down then, "Tommy ask first before taking!"
Tommy looked up at him, "But he said he wasn't hungry! So that means I can eat it!"
Wilbur walked over to a seat that was empty, "Tommy that's not how it works!"
I didn't like the yelling so I got up and went upstairs to the room.

I on my way I noticed something. It was a hatch or a way upstairs to the attic. I thought about checking it out before changing my mind and just going to the room. But I stared at it for a solid 2 minutes before seeing something or someone.

I booked it to the room. I went in and closed the door. I sat on the floor and sighed. I took out the goldfish(thank you 7cd_is_lost for the idea!)and began to eat a few.

I ate at least 6 then put the bag back. I saw a bookshelf in the corner of the room and went over to it.

I looked at the books till one caught my eye. I took it out and looked at the title. The book title was "The Art Of War" it was strange but interesting to me.

I decided to read it. I went back over to the bed and sat down and started to read it.

I heard something or fighting maybe downstairs. I tried ignoring it. It ended in 5 minutes. I sighed of relief and continued to read.

All the sudden there was a knock on the door. "Ranboo?" The voice behind the door spoke, "I wanted to tell you me and Tommy are gonna go out and wanted to know if you wanted to come with.." I didn't respond hoping they understood I didn't. "Oh- you don't want to. Alrighty, bye!"

I felt bad, but if I left I'd definitely be brought back there.

I heard a knock then a familiar voice, "Are you okay?"
I realized who's voice it was.
The voice then sighed and footsteps.

'I didn't know he was real?!'

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A/N: Asking if this is worth keeping up or existing.. Anyways if motivated keeps at it- cya..?