𝘋𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘦.

Chapter twelve.

Saebyeok's POV
I hated to break things off with her like that and of course I didn't want to I still had feelings for her but I needed to figure me out before I was sure if I wanted to be in a relationship with her.

I decided that I would talk to my mother about the whole situtaion since I didn't wanna  string this along for so long.

"Hey Mom can we talk..about you know.."

"Look honey I know what you're gonna say already..I don't really understand but I just hope you know this is what you want.." she told me.

"Really? Because you haven't talked to me in awhile it seems like the situtaion  has been bothering you.." I told her.

"Yes it's just different to me..and I am just trying to get adjusted to this..i never thought you would be.."

"Gay? Why? Is it a bad thing to be gay?"

"It's not..but i just had no idea and..so it'll take some time but I'm here for you..I need you to know I love and care for you even if I might not understand  you're ..sexuality " my mom said honestly.

"Thanks Mom..for at least trying to be here I know it might be hard for you right now but I can see youre trying and I love you Mom I do."

"I love you too honey always nothing could change that you're my daughter always will be and so what if you're different that just means your unique."

"Thanks Mom.."

Our talk wasn't so bad and I'm glad we could talk about it she made me realize I actually wanted to be with jiyeon.

maybe I was just afraid at first that she wouldn't accept me which is why I broke it off with jiyeon but being with jiyeon is what I actually wanted and I shouldn't have broken up with her because of this fear.. I should just love her and be with her because it's what I want.

Jiyeon's POV
I was sleeping on the couch for awhile after me and saebyeok break up..I just wanted to get out of here..how could I ever stay friends with her and live in the same house with her when we were about to start a relationship..we even got personal and close too..

It was kind of hard for me to focus when all I can think about was her..even literally living with her and having to see her ..and knowing we are just friends..it was painful because I wanted more and I thought she was ready too..

I watched her walk into the living room and she slowly sat next to me. "I'm sorry..about the other day.."

"It's fine there's nothing we can really do about it I'll just hope that I get that job and move out soon so I can be out of you're way..it's too painful to live in the same house and be just friends after how close we got these past days..I know you probably feel the same way or maybe you don't."

"That's the thing you don't have to..I I haven't  been honest with you..I already know what I want I know my sexuality I was afraid that my mother wouldn't accept me or us and that's why I was afraid and broke up with you because of that fear but I realize and understand you're who I love I love you and I want to be with you.."

"Wait you just--said..the three letter word..." I told her surprised and at the same time flustured..

What do I say? Do I say it back? is it the right time..?