Bitten But Not Like Them

Broken

*Previous*
Negan take me with him, to his safe place, he gives me a room, he takes me to the doctor to check on me, he gives me painkillers, they want me to make a gun for them, but I don't want, after four days Eugene come to talk to me and I agree to help them, to play his game, I make his Lucille stronger, I regret that he kills one alive person, a man who works for him, at the walkers with the later "C" and I was disappointed with myself, after that I make bullets, arrow and whatever they want after the ask Justin and Justin told to Negan and said the, yes, so yeah, I make stuff for them, I don't like it, but it's for protecting the others, I hope to protect as much I can*

*The Present*

The Next day, it was the day that I will run away, I wait until Negan get out when he gets out, I take my knife from my pillow and I untie my hands, I make a noise very loud, so they came inside, I wait behind the door to get inside and when the came I hit them both, the fall down, I check if they are alright and then I get out careful, I take the keys, Daryl door was open, we look each other
-Me: miss me?
He smiles at me
-Me: Let's go, what are you waiting for?
-Daryl: you give me this?
He said and he show me a yellow paper, that was saying, "go now" and a metal thing for open the door
-Me: no, why you ask?
-Daryl: someone else from inside here, want me out here
-Me: Great, that's is more dangerous
I give him clean clothes, we take our things and we get out, I see four people out there, and three of them was Cristiana, Laura, and Justin, damnit, I have take out, Daryl
-Me: here is the plan, you get from that way and I will get the attention from them
-Daryl: but they will catch you
-Me: I don't care, you have to leave, now, I want to make a small and a little bit loud sound like a signal that you left
-Daryl: I'm not leaving you behind
-Me: they will catch us if you don't leave
-Daryl: but-
-Me: no but, leave, we will meet again Daryl Dixon, leave now!!!
I get out first, the look at me, I make that look that I was shocked that I see them, out here, I fake it, I rub my head, I take a few steps back
-Me: wrong door
I said and I start running, of course, the run after me
-Justin: stop right there, Ashford!
I run like a maniac, I throw them what I find in front of me
-Laura: you can't get out of here Ashford
I continued running, I hear Daryl signal that he left and I run away from them, I get out again and I get behind the building and I climb the wall, I was ready to jump to the other side
-???: Don't you dare to move
it was Eugene, I look at him
-Me: What the hell are you doing?
-Eugene: I stop you, we need you
-Me: You know that I can't stay here
-Eugene: And you know that I can't let you leave
-Me: come on Eugene, don't be an ass
-Eugene: sorry kid, but I can't let you go like that
-Me: come with me
-Eugene: they don't hurt me
-Me: Okay, stay but let me go
-Eugene: no, I can't I find him!
He scream and he was take out the gun
-Me: Eugene put the gun down
-Eugene: then get down from the wall
-Me: If you want me to get down, you have to shot me because I'm not going back there
I was ready to jump when I hear a gunshot, and I feel pain, in my shoulder, he shot me
I feel at the other side, outside from the wall, it's hurt, like hell, I hurt my leg too,
-Me: Ugh! What the bloody actually hell, you truly shot me? I was kidding, you idiot
I was trying to get up but I couldn't, fuck, at least Daryl get out of here, then they came outside
-Me: Are you looking for me?
they quickly turn their heads and look at me, the sigh as they see me that I was there, I move a little and I feel pain, they run to me
-Justin: Are you alright?
-Me: now? Do you act as your care?
-Laura: we care about you kid, you give us so many things
-Me: Yeah right
-Cristiana: can you move?
-Me: No, I can't, It's hurts
I said and I show my leg, and my shoulder, then Justin came
-Justin: let me help you
-Me: I don't want your help
-Justin: whatever you say kiddo,
he put my right arm around his head and he take me in his arm
-Me: Ugh!
-Justin: sorry kid
We get back inside and we get to the doctor, Justin let me at the bed, Laura help him, I get lie more relax, as to relax can I be with a bullet inside of my shoulder
-Doctor: I want to hold him down because this is going to hurt
They came and hold me down, he start to take the bullet out, it's hurt so bad, I was screaming and groaning
-Me: Ugh, it's fucking hurt!!!
-Justin: hold on, kid
-Laura: just a little more
He finally take out the bullet, I was sweating a lot, Justin wipe it out, he give me a painkiller, Justin take me back to my room, in his arm and let me at the bed, and put a pillow under my leg, after a while Negan came back, and then he came at my room
-Negan: so you try to run away?
-Me: the didn't tell you?
-Negan: yeah, they told me, why do you want to run away?
-Me: you kidnapping me
-Negan: I give you a room, food, and protection
-Me: Yeah that's what kidnappers doing it
He smiles
-Negan: right, you don't give me other choices, Justin!!!
Justin came in
-Negan: you will take Ashford to your room, and you won't leave his side a second, you keep his hand tie even when he is work, even when he is eating, even when he goes to the toilet and take a shower, you understand?
-Justin: Yes Negan
-Negan: that's is called kidnapping
He was ready to leave
-Negan: Do you have any idea where is Daryl is?
-Me: why I should know?
-Negan: because he runs away at the same time as you
-Me: you said it's yours, so how I could know where he is?
-Negan: so you don't know where he is?
-Me: No, I don't
Justin take me to his room, he let me to his bed and he put a pillow under my leg, after a while Negan call everyone gets out, Justin take me downstairs, I look and I see everyone on kneels Justin put me down and make me kneel, we get up
-Negan: you know the rules, you have punished, you let my pet and one of my wives to get out of here, to escape, Dwight told me that you help them
-Doctor: Dwight, told him that I wasn't me!!!
Dwight look away and he give, an, and iron out from the fire, he put it at doctor face, I shock, Justin and Laura look at me, Justin put a hand in front of my eyes, when he stops Justin take out the hand of my face and Laura left from in front of me, then Negan takes the doctor and throw him at the fire
-Negan: now we are done
He said and he looks at me and Eugene and he smirks at us, I was looking at him in shock, Justin take me back to the room and I stay there for the rest of the day