Winter formal (pt. 2)

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*GRACE'S POV*

After the crowd around me started scattering away, I ran as fast as I could out of the gym door.

Shit I fucked up. I really did. Why the hell did I say we were just friends?! What the actual fuck was I thinking? I've been trying to not be "just friends" with Hannah for such a long time and now boom I just had to fuck this up too. is there anything in my life that I haven't fucked up yet?

"Hannah!" I called out. I looked everywhere, but she was nowhere to be found.

I sat down against the locker doors with my head in my palms. I could feel the sweat and tears boiling up from inside of me.

Oh god I better not have another panic attack right now. Fuck.

"Grace?" A voice called out.

I looked up and saw Mamrie standing in front of me.

"Mamrie! God please help me I don't know what to do I fucked up my entire life. Again." I cried.

I could feel hot tears streaming down my face.

"Grace what happened? Where's Hannah?" Mamrie asked calmly, kneeling down next to me.

"U-um you know how Zoe asked if we were dating and I said we're just friends, well "just friends" is the exact opposite of what I want my relationship with Hannah to be and I think she feels the same way so now after I said that she just ran out of the gym and I can't find her anywhere and god Mamrie what am I going to do?" I said between breaths.

Mamrie paused for a second to think and then she leaned in and gave me a by hug.

"Listen Helbig, right now you should probably just go find her and talk to her, have you looked outside? Your upset and she's upset and I'm sure she would listen if you just talk to her okay? You probably just said that because you were nervous and you were unsure of your sexuality, I'm sure she would understand." Mamrie replied calmly.

I nodded, and Mamrie brought her hand up to my cheeks to wipe away the tears on my face.

"Wow Grace I've never seen you this upset she must mean a lot to you huh?"

"Yeah she does." I smiled.

All I need to do right now is to clear my head and talk to Hannah and tell her how I really feel.

"Go for it grace. You both really deserve to be happy."

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