LUST C.H|| book 1

Beers/ sober

Hey I'm back :) this story will have a mix of both chase Atlantic vibes songs from what you call that  and daddy didn't want your love and ozone and forget me too, I hope you enjoy the book I will try my best to update as possible as I can

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                             Chapter 1

Lights flicker everyone on the dance floor going crazy heavy music plays in the background like it's going to pop your ear drums in seconds, there were a lot of security's inside each of them were separated from each corners. My friends were somewhere around getting drunk having the time of their life like there's no tomorrow, meanwhile I looked at my only friend next to me drinking as I rant about my shitty boyfriend who only cares about alcohol getting wasted and watch him drink five beers taking shots with his friends aside without having to be worrying where I am. A lot of people here definitely wanted to get fucked up tonight not me of course, but knowing Calum very well he always had lust with a person like me he wanted to do it, it had been a while not willingly I wouldn't know what to do in the situation having to lose your mind not knowing what happened if you get drugged having a specific desire for one another and take a bullet.

"I can't be with Calum anymore look what he gotten himself with this mess I'm always the one to be blamed in the relationship, it's ALWAYS ME the problems he has he takes it to lecture me!", "I'm sure he doesn't mean it he's a very sensitive guy give him a break", Kaylee rolls her eyes. "You're not understanding what I'm saying he's too sober even when he doesn't show it he's the problem not me, You know what I'm done arguing!", I take my things and go outside not telling Calum where I went. Where will I even go he's my driver I can't Uber it without my consent of the chances I'll get kidnapped plus Kaylee can drive me back except the fact she defended Calum instead of being in my side that bitch. Sometimes I ask myself why I stick to have friends like her who wont even care about your own problems to listen, it's not like I done anything wrong to them Kaylee knew I was in much need of help I guess being alone is better then being with a drunk attic person. this was my time to move on and let Calum be with his own people un like me who hardly drinks or smokes if I wanted to die really bad as if life can get any more worse. I hated the way I get bad luck it had haunted me for life I did nothing but treat people the same like myself something is telling me to take the fate and never look back but what is it?, just as i was about to step inside a car a arm grabbed onto me tight pulling me away making me scream a hand covered my mouth turning me around it was only Calum.

"JESUS CAL YOU SCARED ME!", I raised my voice causing him to have no reaction, "where do you think you're going?, your just leaving like that having me hanging alone?", he asked quite rudely. It's not like he would notice but still I wanted to get the fuck out before there was trouble, "yeah I'm getting tired and you have your guy friends isn't that way better then your own girlfriend to hang around?, my voice tightens cracking my own words. The tears fell through my eyes knowing he was not himself. He then pushed me against a dirty wall, "I FUCKING HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR EXCUSES WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LOVE ME?!", he cries. My face was in fears looking at him being distributed walking towards me holding my hands tighter.

I was so terrified by his face being so furious full with rage with tears shredding slowly, "I can't you don't let me you're too stuck on the drugs!", my voice cracks looking at his brown eyes filled with pink puffy checks. "It's not true no I can change please give me another chance!", he cries. That's what he said last time I regret his own words almost leading to a car crash we both could have died but luckily he wasn't hurt neither was I it was only because he drinked that one night, but those words of his were stuck on me like a thread about to snap when his sobriety got the worst out of him I will never forget, "just shut the fuck up I wish you did get hurt by that accident!", in that moment he knew he would regret saying that the flashbacks flashed before my eyes knew it. "You don't mean it your just drunk!", my voice softens with a slight yell as i place my hand to his chin. He looked very sorry for what he did when Kaylee came in ruining the moment coming out of breath, "I was looking for you where have you been?!", she shouts. I love her but I can't always have a babysitter asking and following me everywhere I go honestly sometimes it just makes me think about how much of a noisy person she is wishing she wasn't. "Anywhere but here I'm going home!", I say irritated. Before I can leave I hear behind me an enthusiastic laugh, "and who do you think will take you, you can't drive yet and I'm the only one that can take you unless you want Calum to drive and get you almost hurt like last time", Kaylee says with a fake smile. I swear she makes me want to kill her to death if she wants to try me and yeah so what I can't drive yet blame my parents. Just then Calum's guy friends came outside looking confused, "hey everything okay here?", Ashton asks. He's my favorite person to go up to when things go wrong but I just couldn't tell him anything, he looked at me which took him a minute to think what he could say instead Michael opens his mouth; "is there a problem?, are you okay?", he backs cal away jerks his hand off away from me. Kaylee shoves Michael away getting closer to me, "she was just leaving right Mac?", she smiles wide. "Let go of me the only thing I want to get away from is you and him I'm tired of feeling I'm in some toxic friend group!", my hands move with the movement with the voice of my anger. The three of them stare at me, "why what did we do?", luke says calmly confused. "Yeah if you feel like we treated you differently we're sorry we didn't-"
"NO IT'S NOT THAT IT'S MY RELATIONSHIP ", Mackenzie angrily shouts interrupting Ashton. People started starring as he felt embarrassed looking at them then at Mac, "your causing a scene Mac", Calum hisses. "Do I care? No what else do you have to say before I actually leave!", i yell to his face. "Wait but Calum never shares his emotions why should he still stay with Mac?", Kaylee randomly said as if it can get more worse I wanted to get hit by a car already. Calum had already felt mad with a mix of sadness in his eyes, "why does that matter now, do you not like their relationship?", luke says hoping in the situation. "I'm just saying any guy that is in a relationship should always share their emotions it's not like he has one but acts it to hide it AND this is your last strike you have with her are you really going to ruin it tonight?", Kaylee spats.