I walked in my homeroom. Everyone was staring at me sympithatically. I looked down as I walked to my seat.
"(Y/N)..." I heard Eden say. I looked up at her. Her eyes were filled with sadness.
"I'm so sorry." I said nothing and looked down at my desk. The bell rang and I looked down as I went to firsst period. I took a seat next to Julia and Jordan.
"Hey, I'm... sorry about what happened." Said Julia. I kept my head down.
"(Y/N)." Said Jordan. I looked up at her.
"I know that you don't want to hear it but we are your friends and we feel really bad for you. We care about you and all we are trying to do is make you feel better." She said. That's when something went off inside of me. I shot up out of my seat and stormed out of the room. I ran down the hall to the girl's bathroom. It was empty to my likeing. I swung open a stall door and I closed it shut. I sunk to the ground and started to cry. I put my face in my knees and let out loud sobs. I looked up at the cieling.
"Why..." I whispered.
"Why dad..." I whispered. I buried my face back into my knees. That was when I heard a knock on my stall door.
"There are other stalls!" I bursted out.
"I'm not looking for another stall." I heard a familiar voice.
"I'm looking for you." It was Dan. I sighed and stood up. I opened the door to see Dan.
"What?" I asked.
"Look I know what you are going through. And believe it or not It's not only hurting you. It's hurting Eden and Jordan and Julia... even Phil!" He said. I looked down at the ground and shook my head.
"And It's hurting... me." I looked up at him when he said this.
"Why do you think I was crying? It really hurt me to see you like that. Don't you understand I care about you? You and Phil... are my friends. And I met Phil last year. So you and him have pretty much been my only best friends. So yes I do care about you. I will never throw you out like those other kids did at your old school. Eden and Jordan and Julia won't either. So please just hear us out... here me out beacuase I l... I mean you are my best friend."
"YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING!!!" I bursted out. He was startled a little.
"My dad was everyrthing to me! And I walked in on him hanging from a rope! You don't know what that was like! So stop acting like you do!" and that was the last thing I said when I stormed out of the bathroom.
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Since we were 16 (Dan Howell x Reader)
FanfictionHigh school was miserable. If I thought getting picked on was bad... I should have seen my future. My fathers company was moved so we went all the way from America to the UK. I met friends. Espiacally Dan Howell. I thought my life was getting better...