Enhypen imagines <3

SUNGHOON !

(TW : mention of blood)
Yika

I was cleaning my boat under the glaring sun, the massive heat is making me all sweaty, that's for sure.

The sand, the ocean, the sunset, it all gives me comfort.

as i gently wipe the layer of the boat, i can't help but to notice the group of individuals playing on the beach, their smiles are visible, they're laughing too

It gave me massive flashbacks when i used to be like them too, carefree, out going, and.. alive

I'm perfectly breathing, i can walk, i can talk, i can move freely, but why do i feel so shallow, why do i feel like i'm not alive but i am?

Why did he told me to smile for him, when he knew i would never smile again from the pain?

Going back into my senses, the heat the sun's giving me brought me back to the reason why i'm here,

To enjoy life.

i finished cleaning my boat, i pick up the bucket from my side and gave it a last glance before proceeding to walk,

My sweat continuously dripping, so i had to wipe it using the edge of my shirt,

"HAHAHAHA YAH!" I can't help but to look at their direction, the guy threw the beach ball upward and landed on the other guy's forehead

"Pfft" i quickly shut my mouth and quickly proceed to the house i'm staying in.

placing the bucket on the side of the door, i raised my two hands and gently stretched

"Yika? Is that you? Come here" that was the voice of the lady who became my second mother, i tied my hair to a ponytail before entering the kitchen, where she's mostly at.

Noticing the pies on the kitchen counter, the aroma of the cinnamon gladly soothing the area, which made my tummy growl.

"Pies!" i said in joy, eyeing the pie infront of me

"You're here! I have news" i quickly look at her, my brows moving upward to indicate her to tell me

"Your mo-"

"No." I responded, taking a knife before cutting the pie in half, "don't you want to visit them? They miss you" she said in a worried tone

i sarcastically side eyed before taking another bite, "all they care about is business, and-"

"They didn't mean to let him di-"

"Here we go again aunt nina, they saw him fighting for his life!" i angrily shouted, holding my hair out of frustration

"No honey it's not like th-"

"He was in pain, he was bathing in his own blood, and you're telling me they didn't me-"

"He shot himself"

I stopped talking when i heard what she said, my lips trembling from what i heard, tears slowly building in my eyes, my chest suddenly became tighter

nothing can describe how i'm feeling right now, i don't know who to believe, who to trust, because i feel like i'm starting to not believe myself too

"Shot himself? is he crazy? Acell would never do that, he has dreams, he has alot of things yet to enjoy, he wouldn't waste it just like that" i'm barely breathing from all the tears, i can't believe this is happening

"He killed his own father, Yika, he can't live with the guilt, he blackmailed everyone to not do anything or else he'll die with you." my shoulders dropped, my balance became unstable, it was too much for me to comprehend