Monday: January 8, 1995

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Dear Diary,
I got you yesterday so clearly we both don't know what to expect. Or should I say, I don't know what to expect. But I guess you'll be my only friend for now. Anyways, my name is Gerard. I'm 18 and I'm about to graduate High school. None of the kids like me and it upsets me but I don't care.

I used to rant about these situations in my mom's work notebook and she would find them because I would forget to tear them out.

So this is why I bought you today, so I can rant. So I can finally express myself who will actually keep my secrets without saying anything as you're a book after all.

But I am glad you get to listen to me and how my days go and how my life is gonna be changing (I hope) and if there even is change really.

I have one little brother named Mikey. He's my friend, my only friend actually. The only person that acknowledges me at school.

He has a few friends, when I have barely any.

I sit alone at lunch, In the classroom, during clubs, nobody likes me at clubs.

They don't even listen to me.

I just feel like giving up, because what's the use being here if nobody acknowledges you or listens to you?

Anyways I have to go now Diary. I will write more tomorrow.

Goodnight, Diary.

Xo, Gee.

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