I'm so tired of feeling this way constantly. the feeling of being hated by my own parental figure(s). this happened a week or two ago.
we got into a fight because I asked if I could have Spotify at night. keep in my earlier they blocked some apps on my phone. I asked if they could turn off the bedtime/login at bed time so I can listen to Spotify because that's the only way I can sleep and at first it was tame. then things got out of hand. it felt wrong. she didn't listen to me. now she hates me and talks sh¡t about me because she doesn't want to listen. she always has to be right. I feel so awful and honestly my mental state is reverting right back to were it was a year ago.
