HIDDEN | KTH

20

Evening

Angel was standing near his glass door seeing his sleeping figure. The doctor just left saying he will wake up any moment now. BTS members were discussing something in a distance.
Soon a nurse arrived saying
“Sir has regained consciousness. One of you can go”
Angel saw the nurse was saying them. She wanted to see him desperately as her heart was aching but they deserve to see him first. She should give them some space for visiting him.
She saw Jimin was going inside. She looked through the glass door that his chestnut eyes fluttered slowly as he opened his eyes. His pupils wandered in search of someone as she knew he was searching for the members. A tear fell her eye to see him awake as her fingers again lined his figure on top of the glass door. Jimin entered as his pupils delighted in brightness. Her heart was bloomed seeing his eyes glittering in satisfaction. Her heart was beating in an uncontrollable beat.
She so wanted to see him from near. Embrace him delicately and say that she was here with him but she was controlling herself.
She saw him winced in pain. And those hisses became loud tearing her heart apart. Doctor had said he will experience the pain in his body as the medicine is not effecting anymore. Loud groans left his mouth as her heart was hitching in pain seeing him. His groan became unbearable for her. Tears fall excessively seeing him groaning in pain.
She saw Jimin coming out looking at her
“He wants to see you”
She became frozen for a while as her heart will explode in pain seeing him in pain from so close. But he needs her. And she has to be with him at any cost.
She nodded and went inside
She entered as her eyes met his. Her cheeks fluttered and became red gradually. Her heart felt calmness just seeing him staring at her so lovingly and passionately. His whole body wasn’t moving just the eyes pupils. His groans were also lessened seeing her. she went close to him as her fingers slowly caressed his cheek as her fingers lined his each features while smiling a little. She was hurting seeing him in immense pain but her lips were smiling at least to see him this close after so close. She so wanted to do something.
Her fingers trailed down to his fingers which are now clean. A tear left his eye seeing her crying silently. He was staring at her just the way he had seen her for the first time outside the movie theatre. She was taking his breath away as he felt his heart skipped millions of beats just seeing her. His fingers slowly clutched with hers as he tightened them with whatever strength left in him. She looked back from their intertwined fingers to his eyes which were showing nothing but love. Her eyes had certain worry which was not hidden from him. 
He again groaned in pain as her was stabbed for the billionth time. He was feeling bone breaking pain because his wound still needed to be healed. More tears fell as he also cried there slowly in body pain.
She was so scared that his aching would increase if she does that.
She slowly placed her lips onto hers and to her surprise he kissed back trying to keep up with her pace as if he wanted it too. He was longing her affection and he really wanted to cherish it. He really started valuing her because he was leaving her through death. He was about to die leaving his half part away. When the truck approached his car and pushed it, only smiling Angel’s face was flashing in front of his eyes. He can’t ever leave her. He got scared to lose her more than the fear of death. Death was better than leaving her.
He groaned against her lips as he was feeling pain. She slowly parted his lips making his mind divert to her only and not the pain. His hands were fisting desperately to grab her waist and pull her closer. But he couldn’t move anytime soon. She made him close his eyes and concentrate on her and only her. Her lips felt so correct against his lips as if they were made for each other. He was feeling complete after so long. He was feeling her after ages. He wanted more and more of her. he wanted her completely and he knew what he would do after recovering.
She pulled out only to see his smile which caused twirling inside her stomach. She attached her forehead with her and they breathed each other. she was so into her affection as her lips travelled from his forehead to his cheeks, his nose, his collarbones, his neck everywhere very delicately and slowly. She was devouring him as she was so scared a few moments ago. He breathed heavily to feel her in pain. He let her do whatever she wants. He belongs to her and he was extremely sure of it. he still remember her painful whimpers before getting inside the operation theatre. Nobody would do what she had done. Her screams was heard when he was giving anesthesia injection. He was grateful to her and her love for being there with him leaving everything and everyone behind. Her love hasn’t faded rather it increased and she proved it. He loves her more now many leaving all the boundaries for her would be worth……..
He tried to bury his face on her neck but it was so difficult for him to even move. His whole body was arching and he was feeling if he moves slightly then his each bone will dislocate from his body making miserable pain. Tears fell his eyes as she noticed while staring at him. She wiped his tears while her tears fell rapidly. She intertwined her other hand with their already bonded fingers.
“Shhh…it will be fine….just a little patience baby”
“It’s paining”
She nodded while her heart was crumbling.
“Shhh just keep looking at me hmm….it will be fine…”
He tried to nod but couldn’t move even slightly. Because he was feeling his whole self would crack up and break. His tears fell in pain as she kept uttering sweet words and wiping his tears.

Lately I've been thinking, thinking 'bout what we had
I know it was hard, it was all that we knew, yeah
Have you been drinking to take all the pain away?
I wish that I could give you what you deserve….
She started singing as he closed her eyes still clutching her fingers with his. She sang so smoothly and so softly that his ears were getting blessed and his whole self was calming down slowly. He was drifting into nothingness and his whole self was getting sooth and bathing with peace. Slowly his eyes started getting closed.
Cause nothing can ever, ever replace you
Nothing can make me feel like you do
You know there's no one, I can relate to
And know we won't find a love that's so true
She sang until he slept.
There's nothing like us, there's nothing like you and me
Together through the storm
There's nothing like us, there's nothing like you and me
She saw he was in deep sleep. She smiled as tears fell rapidly again to see him this week and pale. She kissed his forehead and went outside.
She asked the nurse if he ate something. The nurse said he had something through syringes because he couldn’t eat with mouth properly.
She nodded and went to her room and again she bursted into crying. Her tears were falling seeing him like this earlier. She never saw him in this much weak state. She sat against the door as more tears fell. Her heart was paining seeing him like that. She cried burring her face on her palms.
Outside her loud yet painful sobs were heard by everyone. Everyone’s heart wrecked hearing those whimpers of hers. Nobody cried like that for anyone. Everyone shivered themselves hearing her screams.

To be continued