the marble game

our hopes

me and kaoru are now sitting. waiting for the timer to come close to an end so we can play. i can't stop stressing, i don't wanna kill kaoru nor die. 

'hey chisato?' ,, i look at her 'yes?' . 'after all of this is done , let's go hangout with hello happy world and pasupare together!' i look down, holding back tears. how can she think like that at this time? one of us is about to be brutally killed and all she can think about it hanging out with our bands?- 'oh. i forgot. we can't do that. well , chisato if you make it out alive. please hangout with them for me.'

the game time has been going for a while and we've only really been sitting there. kaoru is looking around and won't stop talking. i can't stop thinking about what will happen.