I arrive at my wagon with Remi still crying and holding his hand.
"Don't let your sons first memory be of you crying or drinking because your sad, got it?!" He says.
I nod, he wipes the tears from my face then kisses my cheek.
I sit in the caravan still as a stone grieving, my son is screaming his head off I ignore him to sad to care.
"DO SOMETHING BLU!" Remi yells at me going to attend to my baby since he knows my heart is broken.
I grab a bottle of whiskey and take a swig out of the bottle Remi snatches it out of my head shaking his head. I sigh and look over at the cot with Valiant inside, I start crying wishing that everything hadn't happened and I hadn't been born.
"Remi" I choke out in a raspy voice sore from crying.
"What is it Blu?" he asks, I know he is sick of me.
"We need to buy a house Remi, settle down so Valiant can go to school and have a good childhood" I say.
"Blu our future is here, Valiant will have a great childhood here" He says "listen to me Blu! Valiant might not go to a school but we are able to teach him stuff that school would and could never teach him"
I storm of and stand the edge of the cliff I look at the long drop and decide to wait.
Remi come running and I start walking towards the edge.
"Blu do not jump you have your whole life still waiting to be lived"
I jump, I hear Remi screaming my name.
Then everything goes black.
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General FictionEver since she remembers her mum and stepdad Kelvin have always abused her and treated their children Eloise and Leo like royalty. When she gets gets a massive injury she can't explain who knows what will happen.
