The Distance - Jamie Follesé ( Hot Chelle Rae ) ON HOLD TILL DECEMBER

Chapter 24

-JAMIE's POV-

She's leaving; tonight. I don't want to be alone anymore. Not again. I looked over at her whom is laughing at Ryan's random jokes. I love her so much. I couldn't bear looking at her leaving tonight, then god knows how long we are going to see each other again. I sighed, walking to sit beside her. I took her into my arms, wrapping my strong hands safe around her shoulder, kissing her cheeks. Can time just stop, right now?

-TIA's POV-

I'm leaving tonight, for real. I'm going to leave behind all this sweet memories of me and Jamie, not going to bring it back with me because I know it'll hurt; wanting him to be by my side. 

Christmas went great, the dinner was very appetizing and stomach filling. Eventhough I couldn't help but feel sad about leaving. 

"All bags packed? Anything you left behind?" Ryan reassured, pulling my luggage. "Yeah, that's all I guess" I tried smiling, but it's hard to fake a smile. 

"Okay let's get moving. Your flight is less than an hour from now." Dad checked his watch and nodded, we walked out of the house. I took a last quick glance at the house I've been living in fro 3 months. I'm going to miss all this. One by one memories flashes through my mind as Iook over to each and every corner of the house.

Jamiet took my hand and we both got into his car. Mom , Dad and Anna were all in Ryan's car; they decided to give me and Jamie some private time.

So, this the moment I've been wanting to avoid. I'll break up with him. 

"Jamie..." I started, holding  his free hand, he looked at me and smiled. "I don't think it will work out..." I said; holding in my tears. I could see Jamie's smile dissapeared. "What are you talking about? I don't get it." He said, letting my hands go. "Me, you, our relationship. I think long distance relationship is very hard for me to handle. I'm sorry, I just can't do this anymore" I looked away, holding in the tears. Jamie stopped the car, my head almost hit the dashboard. "What are you saying?" he mumbles softly, not believing what I just said. "I'm sorry, it's just very hard for me. And I don't want to hurt you anymore, I don't want you to suffer, I want you to live your life, without me this time." I finally had the courage to look into his eyes. That pair of beautiful sparkling eyes never failed to make my heart skipped a beat. 

"No. Don't do this to me Tia. Please. I love you so much," His tears falls off his cheek. I can't believe he is crying again, because of me. He tok my hands and kissed them. I couldn't bear seeing his teary eyes, instead I looked away. "I'm so sorry. It will never work, because I know who I am. I am just a fan. It wouldn't make any difference.I might not come back, I'm different Jamie. I'm like in the bottom classes of human and you are one of the elites. It's hard for me too. I'm doing this for the sake of our love. I am willing to sacrifice everything. Just please, let me go. This is the only way to avoid fights." I don't know if this is the right thing to do. I need to convince him. I should just say I love someone else. "and I think I love Adam. For once before leaving, I want to feel your love, just for fame." I had to say that, because I know, that's the only way for him to let me go.

Jamie didn't reply me. He continued driving us to the airport. Mom , Dad , Anna and Ryan must have been there already, including Nash and Ian. 

I got out of the passenger seat and took my handbag. My luggage is with Ryan, he told me he would help me with that. I bet it's already in the cargo. I walked inside, passing through the main entrance , still not speaking. I looked over at Jamie, he didn't even turn to look at me. He hates me already. 

"Hey babe." Nash and Ian gave me a long hug. I even took our last picture together. I smiled at the results of our pretty pictures. "Gotta go now" I said as I heard the announcement for my flight being aired. 

I hugged everyone for the last time, and finally Jamie. Mom , Anna and Ryan shed some tears and I tried to hold in the tears as hard as it can be. Jamie finally look at me into the eyes, and pull me into a hug. I bury my head on his shoulder and heard him whisper "If you let me go now, I might not come back to you, ever again." His voice trembled. I pulled away.

"This is the only way." 

I walked away, not wanting to turn back.

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OMG so sorry this is the most shitty chapter ever, I am so not in mood and I was in rush. SORRY SORRY SORRY. Comments? Votes? LOVE YOU GUYS FOR READING :D:D:D:D

-Tina <3