The Distance - Jamie Follesé ( Hot Chelle Rae ) ON HOLD TILL DECEMBER

Chapter 25

I am finally back, stepping on my homeland after 3 months. It was the most saddest plane ride ever, I felt so guilty for making Jamie cry again. I took my luggage and waited for my mom at arrival gate 2. I still can't believe I'm back home. Like for real, I am in my home again. Not with my Follese' family but my own real family.

"Christia!" I turned to the sound of the voice I used to hate, I smiled. "Mom!" She ran towards me and gave me a big hug. "I missed you, and so did your siblings." Mom actually missed me, aww. I couldn't help but smiling, forgetting my 3 months stay for awhile. 

"Where are they? At home?" I asked Mom after she got my luggage into the trunk. She slid into the driver's seat and put the seatbelt on before hitting the road. "Yes, they seemed too excited you're coming back. Melissa came over too this morning." I smiled at her answer. Mom actually seemed so happy I'm now, in front of her eyes. "Melissa loves me too much. and I missed all of you too" I answered, whilst looking out the window. Jamie, ryan, anna , mom , dad .. I wonder what are you guys doing right now? I sighed.

-At home-

Turns out that my siblings had prepared a feasty lunch for me with the help from Melissa. I couldn't help but smiling throughout the lunch; hearing my siblings confessions of them missing me so much. 

After lunch, Melissa and I went upstairs, carrying my luggage along to my room. "It's so fucking heavy, what the fuck did you put into this luggage? JAMIE?" Melissa asked bluntly. I laughed at her annoyed face, I made her carry my luggage since I was feeling a little tired. In split seconds, my emotions changed. Jamie. I sat on my bed. "I've been missing you so much little Beddy" I took my pillow and hugged it. 

"Babe, how did you handle the goodbyes? What did Jamie says? SPILL EVERYTHING COME ON !" Mellissa shouted. "You know I suck at goodbyes. I kinda broke up with Jamie..." I looked down, looking at my toes. "WHAT?! YOU BROKE UP?! BUT HOW ? WHY? WHAT ? IS THIS EVEN REAL?!!" Melissa literally screamed. "Yes, I hate to admit it. But I did this for our own good." I sighed, jabbing Melissa's ribs. "No, you both know this will just make things worse." Melissa laid on my bed, I can see that dissapointments looks on her face.

"You are so stupid. and Selfish. Trust me, you'll regret this." Melissa furrowed her eyebrows. "I don't think so." I laid beside her.

BzzBzz, I got notifications. It's from twitter. I got mentions from Anna, Ryan, Mom and Dad but not from Jamie. I don't know why I feel a little devastated. 

"@AdrienneFollese : @ChristiaDiamonds We will really miss you Tia. :) Love you"

"@Keithfollese : @Christia Diamonds Come back soon princess, We will miss you"

"@AF_blessed : @ChristiaDiamonds I miss you already :'("

"@RyanKFollese : @ChristiaDiamonds Who's going to go shopping with me now? :("

After replying to the tweets, I ran through the photos I took in my phone. I don't know why it made me feel sad. It's hard for me to let him go. 

"Babe, I told you, you would regret this." Melissa exclaimed , probably heard me sobbing. "I just feel like I'm torturing his feelings, long distance relationships , is very hard." I cried. Not wanting to keep it all to myself anymore. I had enough sadness inside of me, I just want to let it all out now. 

"I did that because I love him. I don't want him to wait for a fan like me. I didn't even finish high school yet meanwhile Jamie has a career he needs to give full commitments of. I just don't want to distract him. That's all." I explained, getting up and rested my head on the bedside. "You know that's not the only way to solve this right? In relationships you have to sacrifice. There's ups and downs in it. It won't always be sweet." 

I went into a very deep long thinking. "I just need to sleep for now." 

I just hope by the time I got up, this was all just a dream and I'm still in Nashville. 

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Too short I guess. I was not thinking straight while writing this chapter, was a little distracted. Sorry :( Votes? Comments? Trust me, the next chapter will be BETTER. You have my word. 

-Tina <3