anger issues & heated conversations

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Kai

During the halftime, we sat on the bank and drank some water. Because of how exhausted I was, I closed my eyes for a second, which Mason took advantage of again, of course.

"Are you dreaming again about sex with her?", Mount said while smirking devilishly.

"Fuck off, dude!"

Everyone laughed, because they found it really funny how fast I get annoyed about it.

"Can someone please explain to us what happened in the morning!", Werner asked.

"Nooo! Just stop!"

Kai looked at Mase who only smirked. He knew now that he will be the number one person in every conversation, and he hated that, but he knew, when Mason wants something, he works so long until he archives it.

"Come on dude! It was just a really hot dream. Am I right Kai?", he laughed.

"Suck your dick, Mase!"

"Oh come on, dude!"

"If you tell that now, only Julian will be my best friend!" I said seriously, although we both knew that I couldn't just leave this idiot behind.

"We both know that you will always love me, no matter what!" He said, grinning knowing that I have nothing against him.

"Soo, let the story begin!"

Everyone was so quiet, you could have literally thrown a needle on the floor, and you would have heard it.

"Basically, it was 8 A.M. I woke up at 7 and got ready and thought Kai would do the same. After I was finished I just heard screaming and moaning.", he shortly stopped while everyone was laughing.                                                                                                                                                                             And I?                                                                                                                                                                                          I just laid in the grass with eyes closed while listen to Mason talking about my private life.

I really love Mase, but I hate that he is telling everyone about my life. It is my privacy and everyone knows how much I appreciate that.

"As I walked into his room, I just heard him screaming AHHH...let me fuck you hard K-! And then I woke him up!", there again his perfect sex voices, which made my blood boil.

"Kai, who was the person you fucked in your dreams?", Jorginho asked.

I opened my eyes and stood up. Everyone looked at me excitingly, wating for an answer, I know I wouldn't give, but of course Mason.

"Again, it's none of your business!"

"Kai, just say it!", responded Mase at me.

"No, why should I?"

"He said it wasn't just a dream, he fucked 'his girl ', like he calls her, in his past life. And she starts with K!", Mount said without thinking.

Everyone laughed, while Tuchel came to us, because our break was soon ending.

"See Kai, it wasn't that bad!", Mase said jokingly in my direction. But as soon as everyone saw my face, they knew they fucked up.

"You know what Mason? It was bad, it hurt me, mentally, and you know NOTHING about this section in my life. And if you, or better, everyone here," I said while positioning myself so that everyone could see me, "would like to know what happened in my past, then you come to me and ask me. It is MY past, that means MY experiences that are none of your business and if someone talks about my past, without asking me about such a topic, you get to know me really well. The next time you gossip about me, do it so that I don't notice anything, and now everyone fuck off because I don't want to hear anything more! ", And with this talk I left everyone in shock while I made my way back to the field.

When I was on the field, I only gave the other trainer a look he knew all too well. If I ever look at someone like that, it means that I'm angry and annoyed and just want to play. When I was mad my tricks and scores were always over the top.

The trainer for the goalkeepers stood immediatly in the goal and I began to position myself to shoot the ball. It sounds strange, but as soon as I'm angry, I manage to hit any goal, whether it's on goal or just tricks, it's like an energy drink that stirs me up so that I have all my strength back.

Paparazzi have asked me too many times when they saw a scenario like this happening at a game, who I'm angry about, but I always reply with the same statement: 'The person knows what they did, and if no one has done anything, then it's me who annoys myself about things that burden me!'

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While everyone else was still doing training, now in silence, because my outburst, which shocked the whole team, I was finishing earlier. I did my training, and now talked to Thomas Tuchel. He asked me to talk to him in private and so we stood on the ache of the field, getting secretly some looks from my team members. 

"Kai was ist los?"  (Kai what is wrong with you?), Tuchel asked me while patting my shoulders.

"Entschuldigung wegen meinen Wutanfall vorhin, es ist nur...!" (Sorry for the outburst before, it was just...!)

"Hey, alles gut. Wir sind alleine, du kannst mir vertrauen!" (Hey, don't worry, we are alone, you can trust me!)

"Es ist nur... ich hasse es wenn jemand über mein Privatleben redet, wenn ich daneben stehe!"(It's just...I hate when someone talks about my private life, while I am next to them!)

"Ich weiß, dass in deiner Vergangenheit etwas passiert ist, und ich möchte dich nicht dazu drängen, mir etwas darüber zu erzählen. Ich will deine Wutausbrüche einfach nicht mehr, okay?" (I know something happened in your past, and I don't want to push you into telling me anything about it. I just don't want your outbursts anymore, okay?)

"Danke, das weiß ich sehr zu schätzen und natürlich keine Wutausbrüche mehr, oder ich versuche es!" (Thank you, I really appreciate that and of course no outburst, or I try!), I said while we both laughed. In the end he hugged me, it wasn't really surprising, since Tuchel has a certain paternal role for everyone in the club.

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Next chapter, hope you like it! <3

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