This chapter was literally a pain in the ass, so hope you like it!
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Kiara
"...that's why your consequences are to clean up the fitness room together after the training!", Tuchel explained, while he sounded like an educator who has to admonish the children because they didn't share their toys.
Annoyed, I'm sitting in this stupid black leather chair, right next to Havertz, who doesn't look too happy either. What the hell have we become? I almost wanted to say that out loud, but I was able to hold myself back, 'cause I know that everything would end up in a fight again. Sometimes I really ask myself how I was able to stand it all these months, when my throat is already constricting and my airways are blocked just by looking the german in the eyes. It's just enough to look in his direction.
Maybe it really was all doomed? And I've been pretending all these years. He was just pretending all these years.
When Kai suddenly cleared his throat, my whole stomach twisted. Because of all the overthinking, I completely forgot that the 1.9 meter tall football player is sitting right next to me in this uncomfortable seat. To be honest leather looks really elegant, but as soon as it gets warmer and you sweat you're stuck on this chair like someone smeared super glue on it.
Kai's words finally get me out of my thoughts. "Tuchel with all due respect, but you're acting like you are in kindergarten! Clean up together? Really?", he said almost laughing. To be honest, I think he's completely wrong. Weren't we the ones who acted like little kids? As if Tuchel had heard me, he mentioned in disbelief, "Kai, aren't the two of you the ones who acted like kindergarten kids with your stupid war?" When nothing came from Havertz after a few moments, I finally dare to look at him.
He looked like he felt...regret. Rgret it even got to this point. You can tell from the looks that Havertz and tuchel exchange that Kai is trying to apologize once he realized he was wrong.
"Both of you can be thankful that there is no warning or worse like that and now go home, I don't want to see you anymore today, we will discuss the cleaning plan tomorrow which I will hand out to you then."
So no more solution. I'll probably have to clean up this stupid fitness room with Havertz all by myself. This is going to be a mess!
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Phew it's cold here. Going to an ice cream parlor in may and getting the biggest ice cream cone out of frustation probably wasn't such a good idea after all. But ice cream helps me to calm my nerves and finally be able to think properly. I behaved like an idiot today and that on my first day at work, I'm so ashamed.
I'm only now noticing how the whole shock of today is affecting my body. I start shaking and breathing heavily. Why am I only realizing now that I've seen Kai in person again after months? Sometimes I feel like my brain is ten thousand years behind and my body is already stuck in the future. As always, a noise pulls me out if my thoughts. As I pulled my phone out of my jacket, which I was wearing earlier because of the wind, I saw a message from my father flash on my display. I immediately felt myself calming down. My father has always had this influence on me since I was little. He was always there for me and always will be no matter what happens and I can count on that.
dad
hey honey, how was your first day?
Kiara
awful, to say the least
dad
What happened?
Is everything okay??
Kiara
I'm fine
But...
I saw him again dad...
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