Pain

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Jimin POV
'Mom?' I asked as I saw her cry.
I went and held her hands asking why she was crying.
'Oh it's nothing...' she said.
'Please...tell me....why were you crying?' I asked in a concerned tone.
'I was....missing your dad...'
She said.
'Ohhh...'
It's still weird to think that I have a family.
Someone I can call mom, dad and a sister.
It's weird but I feel like I've been longing for it since ages.
'It's okay....' I said while rubbing her back.
'Jimin-ah.....'
'Ohhh?'
'Your Joong Ki hyung.....please take care of him. He's worked really hard for us. Please....you have to take care of him okay?'
'I will...but why did you suddenly bring him up?'
'Just promise me....please.....you will take care of him.'
She said while looking towards me and holding my hands.
'Yes. I promise. I will.' I said.
She hugged me.
'Thank you. I'm sorry.'
'Why are you saying sorry?'
'For everything I've done
Jimin-ah....for everything. I don't deserve to be your mom, but I'm so glad you are my son.'
'Eomma (mom)......' I whispered
'Ohhhh my son...' she said.
I don't know why I hugged her back tightly and cried.
'Eomma....' I kept on chanting.
I know I'm not crying because of this. It's more like I'm letting out everything that's bottled up since ages.
Y/N......
I'm still in love with her.
Mom was crying as well.
I don't know her reason but one thing's for sure, it's not because of dad.

Still, it's beautiful being able to share pain with the ones you love without specifying what's hurting you.

Jungkook POV
I woke up and checked my phone.
The first message I read was,

*Cheonsa quit*

Shit....
I got dressed and rushed out.
As I was about to open the door,
I heard Jin hyung's voice.
'Jungkook-ah....where are you going?'
'I have to go hyung.'
'Don't tell me you're going back.'
'Okay I won't tell you that I'm going back.'
'Jungkook you almost died! I'm not letting you go back into that death game.'
'There's no backing out.'
'There is! You don't have to do this Jungkook-ah....please...' he said while coming towards me and holding my hands.
'Don't take yourself away from me. I've lost enough people. You're my little brother. I've raised you. Please....just stay with me. You don't have to take revenge. You don't need to kill anyone. Please....it's not going to give you any satisfaction. It's not enough to quench your thirst.'
'Hyung you think I'm doing this for satisfaction?'
'Yes...you think killing him would lessen your burden. You think killing him will lessen your guilt. You think that will give you some sort of assurity, some sort of weird satisfaction that you've killed them heir of the organisation who killed your family.'
My eyes started watering.
For a second I didn't say anything.
I couldn't. Then finally I spoke up,
'Then what am I supposed to do? Let him go? Hyung he didn't only kill my family! That's the problem! He killed your dad as well. When our family was almost destroyed by The Ghost, your dad took us in....he gave us food, he gave us clothes. He gave us everything! And what did we give him? Enemies....that so enemies as powerful as The Ghost. I can't do this hyung. You love me? I love you too! More than you think I do...but how can I stay in the same house, with the sons of the guy who died because of me and on top of that, pretend that nothing ever happened?!'
'He did NOT die because of you! It was his choice!'
'His only choice was being a good person! He helped us when we needed it!'
'Jungkook-ah! In this business, have you ever seen a guy who's just a good person? Have you ever thought he must've had a reason to do so?'
'Hyung! How can you say that about your own dad? I've had enough! You can't say anything about him!'
'That's the problem! He's like god to you...and the major problem is,
You wouldn't mind becoming a devil to keep worshipping him...'
'If he wants me to be one, I'll be one....but I'm going to destroy that organisation!'
'If you kill Jimin....do you think The Ghost will fall? You forget there's his sister too...that girl you like...'
'Who? Ji-hye? She won't do anything! She won't be a part of this...'
'Oh god....you don't even know...'
'What?!' I asked clearly confused.
'She's already a part this...'

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