A Silent Song - corpsekkuno

Chapter 3

-Corpse's POV-

Corpse watched as Sykkuno left for the store and frowned softly. He went through his saved files on his phone and found voice clip he recorded and played it. 'Hey Sykkuno.. So,, I'm on my way back from the doctor.. I just found out that I'm gonna lose my voice completely... I'm really sorry... I wish there was something we could do to stop it... and knowing you, you're probably gonna search until you drop from exhaustion for a cure.. But I really need you to just love me okay? I know this is hard and... honestly... I'm scared.. So please just... be there for me...' the recording said. Corpse closed his eyes, trying not to cry, and took a few breaths then played another recording. 'I love you, Sy... So much.' the recording said. Corpse smiled a little bit and made a note to send the recording to him. He absolutely hated that Sy was had to feal with Corpse losing his voice as well. He knew he missed Corpse's voice and just wanted everything the way it was before. Corpse heard Sy walk in and set his phone down, going back to editing. Corpse had invested himself in making his music perfect so that he could give his fans one last amazing thing before telling them the news. "Hello, beautiful," Sykkuno said as he walked in and set the food and coffee down next to him. *Thank you* Corpse signed. He took a sip of the coffee and watched Sy sit down next to him. "I miss you.." Sy said quietly. *I'm right here,* Corpse signed looking at Sy confused. "I know.. But still. I miss you.." he said and put his head on his shoulder. Corpse smiled a little and kissed Sy's hand. Corpse grabbed his phone, ignoring Sykkuno's confused gaze. He opened the recordings and played one. 'I love you, Sy... So much.' the recording stopped and Corpse looked at Sykkuno who had tears in his eyes. He hugged Corpse tight and sniffled. "I love you too, Corpse" Sy said quietly. "I wish there was something we could do... I really do.. I hate this..." Sy said. Corpse nodded. He was scared that Sykkuno was going to leave him because of this. That's not Sykkuno's fault though, Corpse has bad abandonment issues. "Hey,, I'm not going anywhere okay?" Sy said quietly. Corpse nodded, not really believing him. Corpse held onto Sy tight and sniffled, really wishing he could talk. So much was going through Corpse's mind but at the same time, it was silent. He hated it and just wanted it all to be over and different. He was screaming but no one can hear. Not even him. It was driving him insane. He kept trying to talk but nothing ever happened. It was the same thing day in and day out and it was getting to him. He wanted to make music and stream and laugh with his friends and talk to Sykkuno and tell him he loved him. But he couldn't.