You are like Bakugou. You have a very short temper. You like to brag about yourself and your quirk a lot. You talk so big, but you are actually very easy to scare. Like one little 'boo' would make you scream, even if you knew that person was there. It was really annoying for you. You were also afraid of spiders, like very afraid. It made you very upset when someone would pick on you about it. That little teasing only made your anxiety worse. Yes, you have anxiety. But you hid it from everyone, especially one certain blonde hedgehog. He was the one that did most of the teasing. You really admired him. You wanted to get over your anxiety and how easy it was go scare you. You wanted to be just like him. He was so confident in everything he did. When he says he's going to win, he normally wins. Like at the sports festival. You weren't at the festival because you got sick. But you watched. You watched him declare that he would win. You watched him stand up at the first place spot. He may have looked like a feral dog, but he was in first place. You even developed a crush on him. But you could never confess. He would reject you instantly. You knew it. If all the mean teasing wasn't enough reason for you to believe this, then how about the fact that he ignores your very existence when he isn't messing with you.Well, your crush hates you. But now about you add your dead mother and alcoholic father. He started drinking after your mother died. Yep! Your life was a wreck! Yet, you tried to go to school everyday with a 'can do' attitude. But, you could feel you were at your breaking point. You were such a big talker, but inside, you were broken.
All this talk about how terrible your life is, and you're probably wondering, "Go get help! Someone could help you!" But does any good anime story start out with the main character getting help. I mean, I've never read or seen that happen. And I, as the author, am breaking the forth wall. Now author is sulking for calling herself out... Anyhoo! Back to your tragic story.
You couldn't let anyone know how weak you were. So, you never sought help.
Lately, things have been getting harder and harder to deal with everything. You have no idea why it was all of a sudden so hard, it just... was.
Your class didn't fail to notice either. Especially the angry Pomeranian. He noticed that when he would tease you, you didn't try to fight him or argue like you used to. You would hang your head and walk off. He didn't hate you. It was actually the opposite. He thought if he teased you and avoided you, he could get you off his mind. But, it didn't work. He still thought about you. And when you started acting strange, he really worried. Yes, Katsuki Bakugou was worrying over someone. How could he not. He loved everything about you. That's what he hated so bad. Its hard for heroes to be heroes and handle relationships at the same time. Once he became a pro hero, he wouldn't have as much time with you as he would while he was here in high school. He decided to not get into a relationship. But there you were, and all he wanted was you. Why could he not get you off his mind? Why couldn't he just forget about you and go and live his life? Why did you have to do this yo him?
Present day
You couldn't sleep at all. Your anxiety and depression had been so bad lately. Now, you were losing sleep. Soon, your grades would fall and you might as well kiss your future as a hero goodbye. You wished you could tell someone everything. You wanted someone to just hold you and tell you it was going to be alright. You wanted someone to say that because they really believed it and not out of pity. You hated it when people pitied you after your mother died. It was sickening. You weren't helpless. You could take care of yourself. But, you needed someone to make you not feel so alone. Someone to make you happy. You couldn't go to your father, after all he was an alcoholic. He quit texting and calling you a while ago. Now, you really were on your own. What are you going go do now? You couldn't go on like this.
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Bnha × femreader oneshots!
FanfictionPlease enjoy! None of the characters belong to me! None of the art belongs to me either! I don't do lemons or stories with sad endings. I do requests. This is my first one shot book, so please don't hate! I began writing this a year ago and the fir...