Girl On Fire

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We ended up celebrating outside in the back yard and lighting something on fire. I won't lie, this felt like a wedding celebration with the way everyone's reacting. Even Josh made it seem like that too, but I wasn't going to complain. I'm taking this all in as much as I could.

"Don't catch on fire, love." I said to Josh while taking another sip from my cocktail, placing my hand on the top of his shoulder as he was bending down to light the cardboard cutout of Sam on fire. He smiled at my words as his response.

They had a few cutouts of them just lying around the rooms and decided that this was a good thing to set on fire.

"Gah!" Sam yelled, using a random machete to slice the head off one of them. I have no idea where he got it from nor did I even remotely think that any of the brothers had such a large weapon. They surprise me every day with something new.

"Congrats, you." Jake told me as the deep voice remained. He pulled me in for a side hug and ruffled my hair. You could tell he seemed a bit disappointed but I wasn't sure about what.

"You make it seem like I'm getting married to him." I chuckled. Jake lifted up his sunglasses and gave a small quiet laugh.

"Might as well be." He said with a shrug, speaking normally. "I've seen him with other people before, but you bring him out more than the others could." He told me in a serious tone, his real voice coming back. I smiled to myself, ecstatic and screaming inside. It made me feel special when he said that, like all those other thoughts didn't matter anymore.

"I'm glad I do. I want what's best for him." I told Jake with a beaming smile as we both stared at Josh, who was going apeshit with the fire in front of us.

"You're a good person, Corbin." Jake said without looking at me. You could see a hint of sadness in his eyes but mostly relief.

"Thanks." I said, staring up at him with a friendly smile. He stared at me for a little longer than expected, causing Josh to turn around and bark out a 'hey' at his brother, seeing the jealousy kick in. Josh stood up and raised his arms, dropping the blow torch in the grass and pretending that he was ready to fight.

"She's mine!" He yelled dramatically before play fighting with Jake. They both eventually started to rough house in the grass and dirt as Sam took over with the fire. Danny and I were betting on who would win.

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Later on that night as the sun went down, Danny made us drinks with more vodka in them, making us all very obnoxious and loud as we sat around a small fire pit on the couch outside.

"You guys have a dealer?" I asked them out of the blue. "I miss smoking and I left my bong at home."

"We got stuff." Jake said. I quietly let out an 'oh.'

"I'll roll us one. Come with me." Josh said as he hoped up from his spot on the couch. I nodded and followed his lead inside and into one of the rooms I haven't been in before. This must've been the room they ran to when I was napping on the couch. They had the guitars and drums placed around the room, along with large amps.

Once he shut the door, he quickly lifted me up and sat me down on one of the larger amps, pulling me in for a rough and steamy kiss. The taste of vodka with grapefruit on his lips. Ah yes, the third salty dog.

He gently placed his lips on my neck, causing me to squirm once he reached a certain spot and started to suck.

"Fuck, Josh." I whispered, feeling his hand rubbing around my thigh. I leaned my head back with a low moan, letting him do more. This isn't weed but this was much better. Fucking him almost makes me high.

He lifted his head back up to give me a rough kiss with his hands roaming around my body, exploring every inch. I quickly pulled away and rushed to remove my pants. Josh understood and watched with interest as I did.

"We gotta make this quick, can't leave the boys out there for too long." He whispered in a very deep voice. I nodded, feeling him enter a finger in me slowly. He watched my face as he did, taking in the weak look I held. He started to pump a little faster, adding two. I opened my legs more, leaning back against the wall where the amp laid. This was like that night, the first time we did anything sexual.

I started to moan a little louder, but Josh wasn't having it. He placed his other hand over my mouth as he played with me with his thumb, entering a third and slamming his hand into me harder than before. I arched my back and panted heavily.

Getting close, he pulled away, leaving me very disappointed until he lifted me up and threw me onto the small couch they had in the room. I sat with my legs open, touching myself as he smirked down at me. He got onto his knees between my legs and pulled my hand away, using his middle finger to touch me lightly as a tease. He watched my reaction, watching me become desperate for him.

"Josh, please." I begged, hating the torture he loved so much. He smirked.

"I want you to keep begging." He growled in my ear, getting rougher with me. I threw my head back, trying to stay quiet.

"Josh." I said in a low tone, sliding my fingers through his hair with a tug.

"God, you're so hot." He said, lifting me up to throw me into my back, pulling out a pocket knife and slicing the side of my underwear off. That was unexpectedly hot, I hope those weren't a good pair. He threw the underwear across the room and whipped himself out, entering it in me slowly. I arched my back, enjoying the feeling of it all, the alcohol in my system really enhances the feeling.

He watched me with satisfaction and hunger in his eyes as he slammed into to me, faster and faster. He was so hot from this angle. His toned stomach, the vline, his grunts and low cussing. All of it was very very hot.

Once he finished, he threw himself forward over me, both of us panting and drunkingly in love.

"Oh shit." Josh said, snapping out of the high. I stared at him with furrowed brows. He looked worried.

"What?" I asked him, confused on what just happened to make him look so scared.

"I didn't pull out." He whispered.