11/10/2021 , 00:48 - 01:11
Dear Crush ,
It's been so long , that I wrote You a letter !
I Missed it ! I Miss You !
But Don't Worry , I didn't forget You ! How can I ?!
When I think of Hundreds of times a day !
When I unintentionally keep reminiscing our Memories , though they are good ... or bad !
It's impossible to forget You !
Just as usual , today I was thinking about Us and I remembered a little embarrassing moment of My Life !
I know it was not embarrassing , but Dumb of Me !
After You left , We didn't lose our contact !
We use to talk daily ! We use to chat daily !
Though I was a new teenager , You was well known to everything as you were at least not a teenager !
We became so close to each other that ... Maybe You guessed that I have a Crush on You ! And even I was realising what's happening ! So I took a break from it , Just to realise it !
Just 2 weeks before Your Birthday , I went offline and didn't come for 2 week !
And then ... It was Your Birthday ! How can I Miss Your Birthday ??! How can I Miss My Crush's Birthday ??!
So I came online and wished You exactly at 12 in midnight ! I wrote so many things wishing You Luck and Happiness and lots of it ! And just .... Don't know what came in My Mind ! After writing all of it , I asked that ... Was it really Your Birthday or I've misunderstood something ??!
It was so dumb of Me !
How can I get confused after writing so many things ?! Maybe because ... I was expecting an instant reply but didn't get it even after 5 mins !
It was Your First and last Birthday , when I wished You exactly at 12 in midnight !
I Miss it ! I Miss YOU 🧡 !
I wish if someday I could do it again !
But , Will it be with the same feeling ?? Because , so many things have changed !
I Miss You !
Yours ,
All the time Confused and Dumb Girl !
