A Fighter's Sigh

My Last Dinner

*Spoonful*
Imma gonna tell ya something...
Today its an important day...
*Swallow*
I had a good life...
I've met a lot of people...
*Spoonful*
You know, life isn't easy...
You better know that from the very beginning...
Because...
*Swallow*
Because its the step everyone ignores...
Now...
*Spoonful*
When I walk through that door...
And step outside...
Don't hate me...
*Swallow*
Don't hate me cuz I did it for you...
People always told me that I shouldn't worry about that but...
*Drink*
I'm sorry for talking while eating...
I don't have much time left, yet I have so much to say...
*Spoonful*
Like I was saying...
People tell me all the damn time to focus on myself and forget the world...
*Swallow*
But you know I'm not that type of boy...
Even if you don't want me to care about you, I'll care about you...
*Drink*
However, however...
Don't think I do this cuz I want you...
No no no...
I do this cuz its the right thing...
If you come to hate me I just hope you understand why I did it...
This shit happened to me, and I don't want you to suffer like I did...
*Spoonful*
Gimme a sec to finish this...
*Spoonful*
*Swallow*
*Spoonful*
*Spoonful*
*Spoonful*
*Swallow*
*Drink*
*Sigh*
It was great...I loved it...
Uh? What all this means?
The spoonfuls means my good times with you, the swallows means the bad things, and the drink means the calls we did.
It's just a metaphor so don't think too much about it...
What does my goodbye means?
It means that I'll do something really important.
Why I wish you don't hate me?
Oh well...that's because you'll be affected with my actions.
So I hope with all my heart...
That this isn't my last dinner...