why can't u just understand how i feel mom i genuinely want my mommy back why are you so cold to me just hold me while i'm crying understand that i can't get out of my bed anymore
you get depressed and lay on the couch in fith and disgust
but i must not have feelings because
" you have lost friends before "
so? i can't loose this one
she is my closest friend and she's like my mom because u cannot be one
why did u decide to keep me
i wish i was in someone else's womb
then i turn to your cigarettes
and i feel disgusting but at least it gives me a few seconds of relief
why can u just put the fucking drug down
just put it down
just stop
i wanna be held so tight i can't breathe
i want to be ur little girl again i want u to care mommy
just care about me
why can't u just care about me
i look for your love in everyone else
no matter who
as long as they make me feel valadation i honestly don't care at all if they hurt me after or use me change
i wanna be a little girl again to innocent to notice that ur using
i want to be able
why can't my mommy love me again
i just want her to love me
i want our bond back just come back to me
i want my smile to stay for more than the boys i look out to decide to
i wish i wish i wish that u just cared
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my notes.
Poetryliterally just rants from my notes i hope someone can relate to them my grammar sucks so smd.
